When you started to scold
My heart started to break
Something started to unfold
You guys were never freaks

You say it's time to part
And God seems to be on my side
I feel like a rolling cart
When can I stride?


Had an awfully great time at church today.WHY CANT THE MOVIE BE ON SATURDAY.NOT FRIDAY.GRRR.LIFE SUCKS LIKE HELL.DAN,COULD YOU PLEASE STOP LOOKING ON THE BRIGHT SIDE?I dont know.Not very sure.I invited truck loads of people to Yes3.But me myself might not even be going.Why?MOVIE.haha.

I feel like freaking shit now luh.I guess Cousins do have bonds.Tania said a few days ago she wanted to commit suicide.And now i'm thinking about that.HEHZ.Atleast she's got a complete phsycho friend to tell her,"If you wanna die famous,kill yourself with an MRT train."haha.How cute,Mr.Mok ChinhaO.I've been thinking,if i wanna end my life...I wann end it at my favourite place.


I told Dan about the cell issues.The first sentence he said was,'It's happening again."The last time he took me as a cell member,her said he had to take care of my phase and make sure it is maintained until the phase is over.All the vulgarities and disrespect he said.haha.And it was his suggestion to quit ALL my other cells and focus on this one.SHIT HIM.BAD DAN.I HATE YOU DAN.grrr.Now I am soon left with no cell.And I can finish my mission to be a loner-goth.xD

Tomorrow,It is my duty to make sure the family wakes up on time to go for club day.MUST.My mom is going out station.I have to do it.

Dear Friends
I will always be here to care
I dont care,even if i have to lend
Obviously,I pledge to share

I dont want to suffer together
I will be there when you suffer
But please dont see when I'm down
I feel guilty when you frown

"After all,One suffering is better than two.Watching a friend suffer is worst than dying.I dont want you to suffer.So dont,Dont.Dont see me."Bryan,He never lets me see him sad.Bryan is trying his best to find out what's upsetting me.But,SORRY BRYAN.I CAN'T SAY.The way you handle stuff...you might injure those I love.
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