When you are around
I take you forgranted
I love that sweet sound
It makes me forget i'm grounded

When you are gone
Everything dissapears
I feel so alone
Then,it's all so clear

You're my life
And you'll sacrifice
Just to keep me alive
You'll bring out the justice

It seems clear now,I can finally say,I NEED YOU.


Swim Traning was shit.I promise you,SHIT.Nic. and I took the seniors,our seniors in life but in experience juniors.They were freaking bad.They kept playing.Adrain and Leonard luh,keep diving to reach the bottom of the pool during their laps.When they shoot up,crash into my members.GRRR.Then also crash to me once.I didnt do anything but Nicholas did,he made them do 10 laps extra.

Then,I also dunno what happened.First lap freestyle warm up,my foot had a cram.I just kept going.But it hurt like what luh.Couldnt straighten my leg at all.so i was flipping up and down like and idiot.Nicholas KNEW what happened...so...he swam beside me the whole time.

Haiz.Then distance,4pull one breath.My cram was gone but swimming with empty stomachs arent good.But I still pushed myself real hard on making it properly to set an example for my team.I came in distance,14laps,freestyle,first,12mins.something like that.Quite happy.xD

Then second distance set,breaststroke.I couldnt da han.So...Nicholas made me hold his ankle and relax while he swam.Haha.We came in last.Do you know why?Because the coaches said we cant do that so he had to stop and swam beside me instead.

I feel kinda bad.Leonard and Adrain got TOO far.They bullied me until like I was real sad luh.But I still turned away and started the group off for their last distance set.Coach saw what was going on and kind of..sent them doing penguin ups a hundred and owed him hundred laps.But I felt really really bad.So I just told the boys to do 10laps.I promised i'll cover for them.

After swimming,went skating towards cousins' house.I couldnt skate properly.My stomach muscle was numb and hurting badly.I was damn emo at their house.stupid Bryan,he is revising his sec 2 work.So?He cant talk to me.But he did lah.I took my emoing to Fabian's workshop.ANd back.Then slept over at my cousins's house again.Now,as I speak...Trina and Tania ae lieing on the bed.OI.NO SPACE FOR ME.1.30am yeah?And,Bryan,no.I dont wanna runaway to ur house.

ARGGHHH..KENRIC MADE ME WEIRD.YONGEN MADE ME HAPPY.TANIA MADE ME BEAM.TRINA MADE ME THINK OF HOW EGO I'LL BE WHEN I'M ALL GROWN UP.

HAPPY YOUTH DAY MY BUDDIES OUT THERE.LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS.GO BRYAN!!!
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