Life Sucks.First Shane,now you.I wont admit it.I will not admit it.

"I know this is last minute,but...my grandad was admitted into a hospital and daddy says since i'm already going next week,i might as well leave tomorrow.Shaun is leaving next week still."
"Is that all you have to say?I'm busy."
"Take care of yourself.I know you're angry at me.I dont wanna leave too.But I have to.And I dont think i'm coming back."
"Okay.That all?I'm really busy."
"And...and...and,I love you.Please.Never forget me,I wont forget you.Although I dont think i'm coming back.I will.For you.Just take care of yourself,I'll miss you.I never wanted to let you go and well..."
He lifts up his nike bottle.
"I want you to remember me."

It's kind of a mystery huh.To you guys.What he wanted with his Nike bottle and how he wanted me to remember me?That's for me to know.Haha.Well.That was our final goodbye i guess.At the school gate.Well.Thanks to him,my whole crumpler bag was drenched in his farewell gift and my pens leaked onto my bag.Ouch.

It's funny.These few days.I'm so moody.Last week,I started on manga."Absolute Boyfriend"I saw a Bryan in Night.A Shaun in Soshi and a Me in Riiko.As my reading processes...i get so emotional.Bryan got frustrated having to buy loads of tissue for me.

I couldnt find book3 at first.That was when Bryan told me he was leaving like in Book 2.When I found book 3,it says we got back together.But heck.I couldnt find book 4 and I'm messed up.But i skipped to book5 and book 6.And you know what?I'm sorry...we didn't get back together again.

Bye Bryan.Double B.That's funny.I'm trying many different ways to amuse myself.To lift my spirits...but it's like a bird that is beginning to die.Heck it.Bye Shaun.I miss you too.I hope I dont break down tomorrow in church.He's leaving at exactly 4.30pm.That's in church.Crapp.Who's gonna be there for me now?You broke ur promise dude.





That was what our last song was.

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"Dont' Cry.You've changed my life.Such a deep depression in my heart.I'll keep smiling for you.Would you do the same for me?"

Those last words.I will always remember.Promise.
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