My Daily Destiny

2007-11-20T20:30:00.001-08:00

The Fireflies have come for me.ANd i've finally moved to another tree.
oursacredfireflylovetree.blogspot.com

2007-11-19T21:48:00.000-08:00

If you cant keep the promise,why make it in the first place?

Thats the phrase that kept telling them.Fine.These days it seems its getting harder to tell people you want them out of your lives.Well.I need to tell that certain person.But Ijust cant gather up enough courage or find the way to do it.Bleh.I'm changing my blog url again.Yepp.

I've been consulting like a WHOLE bunch of people to tell me how on earth to actually tell someone i want them out of my life.Hah.The most interesting thing is that they all say I have to tell the person face to face.But I want to do it through SMS!!!=(

Why i wont do it face to face,is because i will kinda dont wanna do it anymore.I will definitely miss that someone!xD We've always been together.Always by each other's side,taking each other's hands and encouraging each other.But.I dont like it.And THEY dont like it.So yeah.You broke your promise and you're going out of mylife.

I think i'm getting sick.And Mr. Shaun is convinced its because I'm lonely.HOW THE HELL CAN I BE LONELY IF I'VE GOT PEOPLE BUGGING ME EVERY MINUTE OF MY LIFE.Hahah.I'm going to NZ soon.And,psle results are coming out.I'm not that nervous anyway.

Right now,I'm real busy thinking of what I want for christmas.I saw that cool "Hear yourself run" thingy.Wanna buy it!Hmm.But there's that really nice Ipod!Mmhmm.And I'm also interested in getting new blades.And how about those new shoes?And that AppleLaptop?Hmm?So many things,only one christmas.hahaha.

I'm currently at the twins' place.Kinda busy actually.I'm using both their coms at one go.Like,here I am,sitting in Trina's room,with two laptops infront of me.I can see the difference between to Laptops now.Trina's looks bigger.When I type on Tania's,its soft.When I type on trina's its like I'm tap dancing.Both a pretty much dying.And,Tania's com is lagging.Hahahah

Arwin and I are going swimming now.After that,I'm really going to skate down to Lincoln's place!LINCOLN.YOU BETTER WATCH OUT.

2007-11-19T03:42:00.000-08:00

16TH NOVEMBER was Kegan Seah's birthday.Actually,I didnt care.But...in the end,I decided to just tear out a drawing from my sketchbook.Since it was in my bag AND my new sketchbook has the thing for you to tear.

I wasnt expecting his reaction.I didnt want his reaction.WELL,HECK IT.His cell shared the row with my cell at service.The girls seated behind us.The guys same row as us.And Kegan right at the end.He kept trying to get my attention y leaning forward and i think waving.It was real hard to keep turning away and stuff.So in the end,he just smsed me.and we smsed during service.hahah.He tried taking responsibility of one of his cell members who were playing with his cousin seated infront.Well.The kid was a seat away from me and it was I who told Keg.

So.He moved down and sat beside the kid.Haiz.But it didnt help at all.NEVERMIND.

Theo went for Chalet today.Shane came over this morning to hitch a ride.Hahah.I stole one of Theo's Merci chocolates.WELL.It's pay back time for eating me chocolates.=.=

I'm re reading books again.Haiz.Getting bored.But not so bored,because it seems that there's always somebody there to talk to me.Right??

2007-11-16T19:18:00.000-08:00

Hahah.Yesterday's Aikido was fun mann!!!!Hahaha.Because,There's the three of us-Tiff,Candice and I-We have to take turns partnering each other.So yesterday was my turn to be "ditched" But it was the first time I actually had fun with someone else.haha.

I partnered a black belt senior.Really fun that dude.The first technique that we practised,was the arm lock thingy.Yoko-man,Nikio,Ikio,then that sankio.The black belt was like,"Although I'm black.I dont know how to do this."And his bewildered expression was damn funny lah.To make it even worse,the whole session was on arm locks and wrist locks.The funny thing was that he knew how to have that posture of the lock but doesnt know how to apply the pressure to lock it.And I knew how to apply the pressure but dunno how to have the posture.xD So we were like working together."No no.You've got it.Just put you're arm over my elbow!!!And lean forward!"I kept saying.And he was like,"I'm trying!!!" Then Sensei glared at us and helped him BREAK my arm.Hahah.

I actually found out that he and the juniors were like my grade.We were all afraid of the senseis because when they sow us how to do it.It hurts like hell.So since we both didnt know how on earth to do the techniques-sensei kept coming over-we apologised to each other after sensei leaves.Because it really hurts.

And we kept talking like we were best friends that were lost and found again.Sensei Andy,Hamster,and Pony kept coming over and saying,'No talking!" or"This isnt a seminar" or"Could you please not talk." But regardless,We were talking and chatting.=P

But he got me pissed off at first.Because he was being damn careful and gentle when doing the techniques!So I got real pissed off because you have to throw hard for me to turn properly and roll properly.But he just was so damn gentle.And by then I yelled,"I'M NOT SO FRAGILE!WHY CANT YOU JUST TREAT ME LIKE HOW YOU TREAT YOU'RE ENEMIES." and he was like,look up,smile,chuckle then reply,'I'm scared that my seniorism might affect your joints and kill you.'So i stubbed his toe and cursed him for being ego.That got us laughing again.

And then we kept stepping on each others feet.Really funny lah.Then have to keep bowing.But then there was one move,when I threw him,he was still holding my hand.(I have to admit it was my fault for not cutting his hand loose with my other hand first.)Then when I threw and he rolled,I went down with him and collided not only with him but with Andy and his partner.More bowing.

Then when we both got up,straightened our gees and bowed a couple more times,we started laughing and apologising again.Then I swear I saw him blush,so I was laughing when I went,"Hey.You're blushing." Then he was like,"No i'm not!" Then we were saying who was right and who was wrong when sensei Hamster hit both our heads!xD

Later on when we practiced rolling,the time when i insisted he went with the other guys so i could join candice and tiff,They both accuse me of flirting.Hhaha.Snesei Andy did too.=(

2007-11-14T20:34:00.000-08:00

Yawn.I'm so glad I slept in today.=D Monday Night,i only slept at 4am and I had to wake up at 9am.Tuesday,I slept at three and woke at 9 too.hahaha.So I woke at about 11am today...

Yesterday,with my cousin sleeping over the day before,we had beehoon and SWEET milo for breakfast.hhahah.But.Some moronic asshole self invited himself over to my place,saying he was just jogging in the neighbourhood and DECIDED to stop by.Never ask permission.

So.together with the moron-kenric-,my cousins and Theo.We had loads of fun.Playing Life,watching Passion Of The Christ,eating Icecream! and etc.Mom is showing even MORE signs of allowing us to buy a dog!haha

Titanic was AWESOME.Leonardo was so damn drop dead gorgeous.xD

2007-11-13T02:10:00.000-08:00

And.I've finally said Goodbye to my Best Friend.Bye Bryan!!!Tomorrow shall' be Brandon's turn.So.Bye Brandon!Hey Shaun.Two of "US" have left.So we're down with you and me.From the Fizxies Four to just the amazing Duo...-.-'' Let's find another girl to join us and we can be the Three Musketeers.Notice the word girl.

Slept over at the Twins' yesterday!Real fun.Went out with Tania,Michelle and Chicken(Kenric F.)Hanging out with older kids are pretty much fun.Why?Because people the same age as you arent as good and familiar with the places.And older kids are slightly more Insane.

Cant wait to move into my new house.Gonna throw a BIG BIG BIG MEGA HOUSE WARMING PARTY.haha.Will be fun!Oh yeah.Finally-Mom is showing weakness and signs of defeat.he might end up getting us a doggy this year or next year!Because the house agent told mom that our house is real big and has a park beside it.It would be best to have a dog to keep a look out.Hahah.Damn.Next time got boyfriend,he cannot come at night!ahah.

We've already decided on the breed though.GOLDEN RETRIEVER.Definitel.I wanna name it something cozy.Like Snuggles.Mudpie?Hahah.We'll most probably start with a female puppy.I'm going to have it sleep in my room!But,since we have four extra bed rooms.It could have one of it owns?hahahaah.

Cousins sleeping over tonight.YEAH!hahah.heheheheh.It's going to be fun without the sun.xD The day after!Tomorrow!Leonardo Dicaprio in Titanic!Love you!My crumpler is looking brand new every day.Haha.

I think.I would like to be the mind reader in Heroes.Or maybe the teen that could walk through fires without getting injured.Looking at me.I'll need that.hahaahha.I was thinking about something harsh last night.VERY VERY HARSH.

I rule you know?I know it isnt something girls like to share.But.After two months of NO mense.I finally got it.But.It only lasted for three days.Thats it.On the third day it stopped around noon.Petty cool huh.Maybe it might go down to two days?hahah.Hope so.

DOGGY.DAMN.DOGGY.DAMN.haha.Cant wait to have my own.

2007-11-10T06:38:00.000-08:00

HEHEHEHEHEH.ME OVER THE MOON.HIGH HIGH.FAR.FAR.OMG.OMG.OMG.OMG.OMG.OMG.Although stupid Bryan Lee says there's no use getting worked up,TITANIC IS PLAYING THIS WEDNESDAY.WHEN I WATCHED THE COMMERICAL,MY REACTION WAS PICK UP THE PHONE CALL BRYAN AND SHOUT AT HIM.I'M IN LOVE AGAIN.WITH THE SHIP AND THE ACTOR!MY DARLING LEONARDO DICAPRIO.ahhhhh.sighhhh..

I'm still rather pissed at spending so much money on Kenric.Haiz.I'm going out with Tania and him again this Monday.Gonna act as rich taitais at Delifrance where he works.xD Trying to get Marissa Fum to come along.Then go watch movie.KENRIC.YOU'RE PAYING FOR MY LUNCH.=D

First,I wanna kiss the ship.Then,I'll kiss the actor!<333 Love.dadada.Love.Dumdumdum.Love.Love.LOVE!!!!hahaha.Last year when I was going to america,I watched titanic twice.On the way back,I KEPT WATCHING IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN UNTIL M MOM GOT SO DAMN PISSED OFF.haha.

I'm trying very hard to understand who my brother likes and dislikes.One minute,He;s best friends forever with Joel Tang.The next minute,it's not forever.It's never.Bleh.Then Mattias Chia.The kid.The one who makes me laugh my guts out.One minute,they're in love.the next,the broke up.-.-''

A couple of theo's friends have helped me see that Joel has turned from weird.To PHSYCHOTIC.And..i think he's retarded.Thanks Guys!But..Mattias.He's...someone i expected more from.He cant be the guy they say he is.He's too nice...=(

AHHHHH.I lost a very important book at church today.I swear I will kiss sam.If he saved it for me.No.Not the lips.Bryan will murder him first then me.hahahah.Hehz.DAMMIT.DAMMIT.DAMMIT.hahaha.Leo.Leo.Jack.Jack.I'm in love.

I'm still waiting to see if Bryan goes against me and actually sends theo's phone over.This morning.There was a man at the gate mom didnt know.I leaped out of my seat to see if it was his chauffeur.We'll be doomed.Hahaha.

More pics.More.I'M IN LOVE.

I also like the coach from Bend it like Beckham.Because he's irish.And cute.

2007-11-08T07:58:00.000-08:00

Go tania's blog to see the vids and pics of the guys!

Hahaha.We just had prayer.Theo drew a frowning face on his hand and wrote there,"Talk to the hand,not theodore"Just because mum wouldnt allow him to go out with Husky tomorrow.THEO.YOU BETTER NOT BRING HUSKY HOME.I'D MURDER HIM AND MAKE HIM INTO DOG CHAO.xD So whenever mum speaks,Theo just raises his hand and look away.Damn cute lah.

Brandon Wong came over and dropped off some Calvin Klein Boxers.FINALLY.A GUY WITH THE SAME INTENTIONS AS ME.Brandon! Next time,when i need to buy some boxers as birthday presents for guys i know.I WANT TO GO WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!!WEH.I'm not in love with him.Nuh-uh.I dont go for guys with girl faces,although they are cute!I dont recycle the guys that have dated my cousins before.Sorry!

Dear Mom.
Why can't you see that us,you're children would love to go out more often?
Why Mom?
Why can't we spend our vacation sleeping in until the sun has reached the middle of the sky?
Why can't we hang out with our friends more often than usual?
Why can't we play the computer forever?
WHY?!Why do we have to read the paper filled with stories with no love?
Why do I have to play that instrument collecting dust?
That's just the beauty and the art of VACATION.
I'm going to have to do something very very evil to you soon if you dont stop.Muahahaha.

2007-11-08T04:22:00.000-08:00

YAWNNNN.OUCH.YAWNNNNNNNNNN.OUCH.xD

I'm tired.Woke up in the morning.Waiting for more sleep to hit me,when Theo jumped into my room and he looked like he was meeting someone.So I went like,"Eh.Where you going?" And he said,"Meeting trina going East Coast to skate.Come if you want." And I shot up from bed and went to the toilet.

In the end,Uncle Leo sent Tania Trina Theo Kneric and I to east coast.Sorry Kenric.Made you wait so long!Haahah.Got there,Met this few friends of Trina's.Maybe not few.hahaha.All guys though.One Bernard look a like.They cycled we skated.Super fun.But i think,we skated four hours.hahah.Had lunch at Macs,had it at the beach.Dinner,we went Orchard!

Hahahahaha.HAHAHAHAHA.Kenric keeps spoiling my mood.heheh.But,i'm warning all fo you.NEVER EVER EVER GO SKATING WITH TANIA.SHE'S DEFINITELY A ROAD HAZARD.hahaha.She caused so many accidents.Attacked the same woman two times!Attacked me.Fell down repeatedly.oops.Hahah.i mean.Tania stopped right infront of me in the middle of the road.and I was going damn fast lah.So I hit her back skate first.Then i knew i was falling.The Bernard Look alike's bike broke my fall.I scraped my hands and knees though.And since i was tired enough,I just lay down on the track for a while.Then the Bernard lookalike was staring down at me,damn surprised.He kept asking if I was alright.When I got up,I almost tripped and fell again.I SAW HIM CHOKE BACK LAUGHTER.DAMN HIM.

But it was fun too lah.With mr. Kenric and Theo showing off and boasting.Hahaha.Both telling everybody about how hot they are.They made me pay for almost everything.SORRY BRYAN.But,being a very nice guy.The moment i reached home and on my phone.ALL HIS SMSES WERE THERE.ALONG WITH HIS PHONE CALLS.-.-'' But one of the last few said,"I've got you're allowance ready.It's the holidays.You'll be going out more often.So.I threw in another hundred.You wont mind?'HAHAHA.But,being me,I'm not going to accept it.I'm going to treat him like mad until next tues when both brandon and him go bye bye.xD

But also,yesterday was super fun.I spent my morning and after noon on com.Then when i went down.THE WHOLE PLACE WAS FILLED WITH GUYS.I found my rightful place,cooking with Saul ang Durin.or something like that.The guys were all so crazy.Drink so much Bacardi.SHANE YEAP AND BRANDON WONG ESPECIALLY.STAN ALSO!!!!!!!!Shane was the first to get drunk.Both Shane and B'don kissed Theo!hahaha.I think BALA did too?

Haiz.Very tired.yawnnnnn.Hahaha.I'll miss you guys okay?Must think about me every single second.TANIA.TRINA.WANNA GO SKATING AGAIN TOMORROW?!AHAHAHA.Shit. i need to bathe.Face my fear.Actually.I like pain.It makes me feel strong.=S

2007-11-07T07:51:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEO!

I'm very.Very pissed off at a certain someone right now.VERY.VERY.VERY.arghhhh.He went to look at my MSN!!!!And he looked at the cute culumn!HE SAW SHANE THERE.AHHHHH.LI DIDNT MEAN IT!I SWEAR!HE'S FOR DORCAS.I DONT LIKE HIM.I DONT.DAMN YOU HUSKY.STUPID GERALD TAN.I'M GONNA SPREAD YOU'RE VIDEOS LIKE MAD!GERALD!!!=((((((((((((((((((((((( baka neko!

Nvm.Nvm.Take deep breaths.The only thing i'm worried about is,if this thing spreads,BRYAN WILL HEAR.Like we dont have enough troubles bothering us already!!!GERALD TAN!NEVERMIND.

I spent the past few days convincing Bryan NOT to give theo anything,especially THAT NEW PHONE!!!!!But Bryan was begging me!hahaha.But who wouldnt listen to his girldfriend?!My threats were super cool!

But.Anyway.Today was okay.Mom is FORCING me to off the com.Its 12.10am.Hahah.KENRIC.THANKS FOR COMING OVER TODAY!I'll promise you the pics and the info tomorrow.But i'll leave you with some sms convos Bryan and I had.

Hahahahaha.
B-I just got my grandmama to ship the handphone over!!!
M-So?
B-It'll be here in a few days!!I'll come over and give it to THEODORE NG ZHI YING myself.I'M SO HAPPPPYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!=D
M-No.
B-No what?
M-NO.YOU ARE NOT TO DO ANY OF THOSE.
B-Why?=(
M-Because!That's why.
B-But it's his birthday!
M-Absolutely Not.
B-PLEASE?!
M-Bryan!!!You better listen up.Which asshole would go and buy,ship over and wrap and give a LATEST MODEL HANDPHONE to someone he hasnt met yet's birthday?!
B-Me.Now,Please!
M-No.Not.Never.Not.Shoo.
B-PLEASE.Please.I'll get you something nice!
M-Bribing me eh?Shaun and Brandon does better you know?
B-Please?!
M-I know you've got alot of sms to waste.Because ur so rich you can literally litter money on the ground and cause land pollution by yourself!
B-Fine.I'm still doing it.
M-BRYAN.If you dare...I will.I swear I will.I will HE NI FEN SHOU!!!!
B-Huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh?!?!?!hmmmm...Please dont.I know who you'll go for next...
M-Uhuh.So what's your choice sir?
B-I give up.I surrender.Fine.I wont give him the hp.
M-Yay!!!!Hahaha.Loser.Loser.
B-hm.Then can I come over for his birthday then?
M-NO.You've got Golf with your dad that morning.Then you'll be having Tango dancing lessons in the afternoon.Evening,you've got piano lesson?Night time,you've got a date with you're parents and relatives.
B-Oh yes.that's bad.
M-Nevermind!Keep smiling.Keep.Keep.Smiling!Big.big.Wide.Wide.
B-Promise.But,you can't start reading the manga i introduced to you until i'm there.
M-I'll think about that...
B-Haha...I love being beside you when you read romance stuff.So drama!!!Can cry!Thats the best part.You've got me as you're shoulder.
A-WHO ARE YOU CALLING DRAMA?PERVERSE OLD MAN.

So I was a little mean at the end.ahahaha.Nevermind.He's used to it.Oh.I didnt read the manga.I watched it!And,he's right.I blushed,I smiled,I cried!while watching of course.Bryan's leaving in a few days.It's that obvious reason why i dont want him to come over.Hahaha.Selfish right?

I baked Bryan's heart!!<33 Delicious!

The birthday boy and his hand!

The two girls!Katerina and Geraldine!DAMN YOU HUSKY.

The group!

My beloved KANGKANG<333333333333333 Way cuter than Bryan!

Can pass for a girl lah.

My green crumpler should have been there.

Boys.ACS BOYS.

My best friends!MC,Norman,Sam and BRYAN!

CRAM.HGAHAHAHA.No lah.HIS UNDERWEAR WAS TOO TIGHT AND SMALL FOR HIM.GERALD TAN YOU LOSER.

Bad Menstrual Cycle.tsk.tsk.tsk.Next time,bring tampons and a couple of pads.

Bryan's heart was too good to stop.-.-''

Acs Boys???hahahaah.

My little angel natalie.

2007-11-06T07:37:00.000-08:00

Hahaha.I've got some new videos of Theodore.Got some real awesome pics.I baked cookies!Mom says i cant bake any more for theo's birthday.=( NEVERMIND!hahaha.Happy birthday bro.He's got twenty two minutes to be 13.Hahaha.

Halloween pics coming this way too.Kenric.MUST MUST come for theo's birthday.Accompany me.Since Tani dont talk to you.I will.hahaha.I'm gonna be bored tomorrow.Lucky I got a couple of books to help me out.

Some of the pics made it on my friendster! friendster.com/mafiaangel

Oh damn.Too late.I need to sleep now.I'll do the vids tomorrow.

2007-11-03T23:20:00.000-07:00

I'm having trouble with my tagboard again.=( So,Yes.Brandon Wong,why dont I bluetooth to you the videos!Haha.Then we can circulate them to all my brother's little "girlfriends".Although,Joshua and I have suspicions that Theo is GAY WITH LINCOLN.Haha.xD

Actually,if you guys watched both movies live.You would have gotten exhausted from laughing.At first,Theo had both earphones on and the music was blasting,so as arwin and I took the video and watch him become retard,he didnt know what jokes we were cracking about him.But by the next five minutes,Theo decided he wanted to know what we were saying about him,thats the first video you see there.But the one with both his earphones OWNS.You really must ask arwin.But,just because Theo was insulting Arwin on that thing,arwin,being my little partypooper cousin decided to EDIT IT.AND DANG.You guya dont get to watch the whole thing.GRRR.haha.I hope B'donW. didnt get offended after watching the second video? o.0

Hsin Ern and Stella Seah came to church with me.From twelve to two.Damn it.Of course the others would have crowded my cell room.Haiz.I'm re reading my first life story book.Hsinern lent me the first book and Lincoln the last.On the bus home,I wanted to snatch it from Lincoln so badly.xD Why?Because Lincoln was pissing me off like hell larh.

Joshua didnt make it in time for the bus.=( That spoilt my mood.I was going to ask him something real important.BTW,I think Joshua is a cuter and much nicer version of Kegan Seah.Hahz!hahz!But dont worry,I'm still praying for Kegan and Sam for their Os to run smoothly.

Anyway,Good to see you again Brandon W.See you this WED!Of course,This wed IS Theo's birthday.I decided not to get him anything since he never gets me anything.Although I was considering some boxer shorts.=S But even if I do decide to get him that,I wont have enough courage to ask the shop attendent.I would be the coward girl I am and get one of my guy friends to get for me.On the other hand,I'm also planning to go over to Tania's during the party.I dont want to invite any of my friends.=( Especially their the type who ogle over boys not secretly bu LOUDLY.Disturbing my brother's friends is a BIG NO-NO.And I feel oozy standing in the middle of so many boys.Makes me want to bite them.xD

I decided I love fairytales.Those stuff that never come true in life?The princes and princesses' having such nice lives and all.Because looking at the current Royal Family,I hope they allow me to say this,But.YEAH.ROYALS SUCK.THEY SPOIL OWN LIVES.Hahaha.Singapore rocks mann!I love Lee Hsien Loong.I love Mr. Lee Kuan Yew.All the Lees lah.xD My fave fairytales range from PETERPAN!ANASTASIA!LITTLE MERMAID!

But of course,I love Titanic too.All the movies that have love involved.Haha.Oops.Although,i dont really like to watch what they do.I like to watch how they LOOK at each other.Because sometimes.the actors and actresses playing the game of love on screen really suck at it.Like Titanic,that was great!

Speaking of love,I LOVE APOLOGIZE!Bleh.Theo wants a new phone.Most probably,he said,he'll get the one i'm having.Thats the one Brandon W. is having.So ask him the model.I dont know.And Theo is also asking me to ask Bryan(who has two dedicated cupboards of unused phones)to give him a model.Bryan wouldnt mind.But yes,his stuff is probably in America already and.I do not wish to ask for something more since i already owe him more than a thousand bucks.xD

I'm learning how to play Apologize on the piano!hahaha.I'm going to check out my new house later on.Then eating out.FINALLY.Skate at the beach and all.

2007-10-30T18:59:00.000-07:00

DAMN.Just woke up.Just ransacked my parentsroom while searching for my confiscated handphone.MOM CONFISCATED MY HANDPHONE.GODDAMMIT.HOW AM I GOING TO REPLY THE CULLENS AND KENRIC FAN NOW?IT'S DAMN IMPORTANT.Thats why I never did like my mom.She's always making me the damsel in distress.Just that this damsel would rather commit suicide than be in distress SO MANY TIMES.

I wast hinking about getting Bryan to lend me one of his phones.But then there's the fact that I cant pretend I dont have a phone when I have one.DAMMIT.sO I CANT GO FOR THE OTHER HALO. PARTY.I must go for the twins.I guess hanging out with Kenric wouldnt be that bad.I think he is sleeping over.Haiz.

DAMN DAMN DAMN.MSN ISNT WORKING.CANT CONTACT THE OTHERS TOO.BRYAN BRANDON SHAUN.HELP ME OUT.HURRY BOYS.

Oh yeah.I'll be missing a nice show down today at one of the other parties.Bryan VS. Brandon in cooking.Cousins are rivals.TSKTSKTSK.One thing,Bryan will make the whole kitchen smokey and his food will taste BLEH.Brandon on the other hand,Isnt as pampered.So he can cook anything and everything deliciously.WAHLAO.Amanda must help me tape.Please horh.Shaun's the taste judge.I hope he doesnt get diarroeha.

2007-10-30T06:10:00.000-07:00

Angela and I were smsing the whole day.And I was skating,so i also smsed and replied her.Mom said fecthing me from The vamp's party to the twins' would be bad.So I decided to just go for the twins.DAMN THEM.Stupid Hamster.

Haha.I cant believe myself.I dont like my cousin's boyfriend.I like Trina's-Brandon Wong and Jeremy or Gerald(Oops.Forgot)I like Tania's ex,Kenric Fan.But I dont like her current.Gosh.But why does this affect anybody anyway?

I'm going to post the videos we took when we were studying.Arwin and I for PSLE and Tania and Theo for final years.This is a fact.NO NGBLOOD IS ABLE TO FOCUS AND STUDY WITHOUT MUSIC.So notice in this video,we all have a source of music.Mostly ipods.Haha.

And the third video is Husky In Action.Fourth my favourite church people.Lincoln and Little Joshua.xD

Theo being phsychotic.STUPID ARWIN SPOILT THE FUN,just because theo was cursing him.You should have watched this life.Super funny.I'll go get the funnier one from arwin next time.And believe it or not,Theo was revising his Life Science.Arwin and went doodling all over his history book.Like when david marshall lifted up his hands in honor,we drew armpit hair!

This one is our yo mama series.I wasnt good at making up my own jokes.BUT I DID HELP ARWIN OKAYYYYY.

Husky.Candid.He didnt know I was taping.

AW MANNN.i cant find the one with the two best friends.=(

stupid xueen!Uhoh.Haha.Who wants to be called 'XUEEN'S CELL"It's insulting.It could be SUPER SAM'S CELL.

2007-10-29T20:41:00.001-07:00

I just saw the pics from cell outing.Damn.Haha.Thanks Zhongen.So.Our cell has 5 cell leaders?Ouch.Thats the most amongst the rest right?Grrhh.Not planning to join any next cell outing though.shall' stay at my trustful library with some friends!

This sat,I hope the people i invited are coming to my church yeah?YEAH.Whatever.Haha.

Theo and I baked!Auntie accidentally put too much oil.So it tastes like Brownies.I bet by tonight the whole thing will be gone.Who ah?Who stolle the cookies from the cookie box?THEODORE NG.Bleh.

Damn.I feel so restless.I really want the audio books for my loves.Bryan,I will not ask.Brandon,nah,I use him too much.So got to pay myself this time.But I have no time to go out.Grash.

I figured out,Who I want to not meet yet in my life.Who I dont ever want to meet.Who I want to forget forever.Wanna see my very short list?
1)Joel Tang Soon Chien(He's become some weird kid)
2)Bernard Yang(He's really evil)
3)Kegan Seah(Dont ask.I hate him to the end of the world)
4)SHAUN KHOO.(Good guy gone to waste.Will miss him though)
5)Rebecca Low Pei Kee(Hahz.Vicious.Bleh.Must forget)
6)Chloe Heng(Freaks Me Out)
7)Natasha Lum(Come on.Evil Prefect.)

I cant think of many to classify there.But at the moment,I'm pretending to be their friends.Faking relationships.So I cant do anything.Haiz...I feel like going to THAT CD SHOP and get the freaking audio books.But I cant.DAMN.DAMN.DAMN.

Go steal some more cookies.Shhh.

2007-10-29T06:44:00.001-07:00

I narrowed down the haloween parties already.From six to two.Tania Trina's and Hilary's.The twins' will have all the cool friends there.People i most probabaly wouldnt know.And some i hate,such as HAMSTER and Bernard.Hmm.And they wont have ANY time for me.wonderss..As for Hilary's the cast from my favourite books will be there.Vampires and Werewolves.Innocent human beings,half transformed vampires with teeth marks on their necks.CHILLED BLOOD AND DOG BONES.WHITE AND RED ROSE PETALS ON THE FLOOR.DIMYL LITTED ROOM.SHANDY AND MAYBE SOME BICARDI.LOADS OF GOOD FRIENDSI LOVE.

hmm.So i dunno.Family or friends?

Shopped with Dad and Theo today.Figured out how dumb they were.Getting all the disgusting fruits.Haha.Nevermind.Guys will be guys.
LOSERS.

Awesome mann.Holidays again.Spending nice time on computers.Not planning to watch movies with ANY of you.Unless you're part of the cullen family?Haha.ALICE I LOVE YOU.

I dreamt of something fun again last night.I remembered the time after school i detoured with Bryan to his place.His family was there.with some cousins too.They were all at the long dining table.All had nice laptops.All had Ipods playing in their ears.Haha.Then it changed.From what really happened to what didnt happen.Bryan gave me a laptop and a brand new TOUCH iPOD and we sat and played together.He also kept whispering,'Welcome to my family."HAHA.

2007-10-25T23:12:00.000-07:00

I'll miss Ms Kon.I love her.I love her.I'l miss a few girls in school.I'll miss everybody.Haiz.I miss you Bryan.haha.Although you can be breathing down my neck anytime i want you to.

2007-10-25T07:09:00.000-07:00

GROWL.

My mood mann.I was telling Shane to watch his mood yesterday and here I am blowing it.GROWL.Came back from MGPAR-TEA.Pretty okay.Caught up with Marissa Fum.LOSER KENRIC.haha.I didnt like what i was dressed as.Especially,making it worse,I came in late.ATTENTION.I hate the attention.

When we were allowed to walk around freely.Apparently,Poeple were pulling my arms,grabbing me to take photoes.SOMEBODY.shall not say.MUST take pictures from distance of me.STALKERS.Hah.

Love Bubbly.I've found someone that accepts naming my future children what I want.BRYAN!He says he likes it too.AWWW.His cousin-Brandon-Says he wont allow my names.GRRR.You suck.So see how it goes Bryan!xD

Hilary and Co. invited me to their Halloween party!Yeah!I've got two choices.One party with all guys.One party with all girls.I'll go with the dudettes.Hahaha.Mom probs. wont allow.

THEO got into IB.WTH lah.Cant believe Mattias didnt get in.=( Evil.Shane Yeap TOO.Why didnt he get in?!I hate another AC guy.His name is SHAUN DARYL KHOO.GRRRR.Bite him.

Last day of school tomorrow.I'm gonna miss everybody except THEM.Nvm.I found out the new book is coming out!YEAH!Laoshi,wo ai nin.mann.Camera taking a trip to school tomorrow!

I just realised who i want over the two of them.Gosh.BUT i'm hideous for them.It's like Bella Swan and Edward Cullen.Cannot.I love Kyle Patrick.

2007-10-24T08:12:00.000-07:00

I think I know what I would like to name my children when I grow up.If my husband ever allows it.ahahaha.Listen to this.First Boy-Dimitri Second Boy-Kyle Bryan First Girl-Anastasia Second Girl-Katie Bella. Incase,LAST boy-Mattias/Shane/Kenric LAST girl-Tiffany/Tania

hahaha.I was thinking,last girl should be name xueen.Last boy Sam.hahaha.But yeah.All nice names.Want to know who got me started on naming kids?BRANDON LEE.

He called me up.
B-Heyy.What's up.
M-Are you that dumb?The SKY.
B-GEEESSSHHH.I'll never do that again.
M-BLEH.
B-I was thinking very hard on a subject y'noe.
M-Oh?The only subjects i think on hard is how cute Jeremy S. and Jesse M. are and how cute they can get!
B-Girls.
M-Boys.
B-Whatever.So.I was thinking about naming my children,when i have them i mean.
M-And?
B-I'll name the boys Bryan,Bryce and the girls Amadea,Alice.
M-And?
B-You're so mean.

whatever.So my name is there.Whatever.I wont let him.

Oh yes.KENRIC FAN IS AN ASSHOLE.HE BULLIES PEOPLE LIKE TANIA.ASSHOLE.MEANIE.I'LL BITE HIM LIKE A PIECE OF CHICKEN.JUST THAT OF COURSE I'LL HAVE TO BRUSH MY TEETH A HUNDRED TIMES A DAY AND GARGLE EVERY 2 MINS AFTER THAT.KENRIC FAN.YOU SUCK.

2007-10-20T08:32:00.000-07:00

I'm FKING angry right now kae.Whats wrong with my mother huh.She seems to not TRUST my cell.Hate my cell leaders.No Cell Outing,I put up with that!But now she wont even let me go for this worship thing tomorrow.What does she want?She wants to stop me from getting what i ever WANT.She wont let me get my fave books.She wont let me do so many things.

What does she want?Does she want me to QUIT this whole damn cell thing?Well.I know i've been a damn nuiscance since the day I've joined the cell.I know.I know.I saw it coming.I hate this.So I bet if I quit.It'll make both of them happy.Her and the cell leaders.Well.I'm so damn tempted to use all the vulgarities in my beautiful vocab.But I will not.

Let me just say.I DEFINITELY HAVE INJURED MY ARM OKAY.BUT BECAUSE I TOLD HER AFTER SHE SAID NO,SHE THOUGHT I WAS LYING.WELL.HELL.THAT.ALL MY FATHER COULD DO WAS KEEP MUM.THE WORST THING OF ALL.AT THE STAIRS,HE TRIED DOING SOME AIKIDO MOVE ON THE INJURED ARM.IT DID HURT.AND I YELLED AT HIM.ALL HE SAID WAS"AIYA.STOP PRETENDING LAH."FU*&!@ THAT.

CANT ANYONE SEE THAT I'M HAPPY TO BE OUT OF HOME.I just dont understand.Heck it.I'm crying now.DAMMIT.Why am I crying?Brandon,we're on the same boat.My arm IS aching.But since she thinks it's funny.I'll show her.I WILL.

Tomorrow,at swim training,I WILL train.I WILL show her that since she wants it her ay she will.I've seen this happen before.I WILL get bruises all over my right arm again.But she WANTS that doesnt she?FINE.I'll give that to her.

I'm going to show her who i CAN be.But I chose not to a year ago.He locked the monster in me up.But she's letting me loose.So she's getting the DARK side of me.

I'm going to buy the books she told me not to.She's going to get some of my attitude.We're going to have a cold war.I am going to not tie my hair at all.I am going to disobey EVERY word she says.

Life is so damn uinfair.Why do the other kids have such parents.Trust them.Love them.Shower them when they know that their child needs something.It's like the saying goes.There's always greener grass at somebody else's place.

BRYANNNNNNNN.Come back from America right now.Please.I really miss you.Need you.I really really cant do this anymore.

Bleh.That felt better.*Takes in deep breaths*
Okay,On a BRIGHTER NOTE.On the 24th Oct,It is JOSHUA'S BIRTHDAY.WAY TO GO KID!!!!!(oops.I meant boy.Teen.Adult.Grandpa.)Well.He's short,but just beside Shane,HE;S THE KINDEST BREATHING THING I HAVE EVER MET.

God.Please.Bless.Them.Please.Bless.Me.Please.Bless.The.Ones.I.Hate.Please.Help.Me.To Cope.AMEN.

2007-10-19T23:50:00.000-07:00

Kenric fan and I are currently planning how to deliver something to Tania.I wonder why the BONG he is so mean to me.KENRIC FAN.I bet he wants to make me his persoanl MailGirl.Planning....

Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:26 PM):yeaJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:26 PM):my cousin?Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:26 PM):lolJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:26 PM):why must untie both shoelaces?~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:26 PM):Serious???Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:26 PM):yeaa?~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:26 PM):So that its a fair game.Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:26 PM):haha why u ask me whether i know her~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:26 PM):xD~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:27 PM):Ohh~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:27 PM):cauz' she ask me how i know her~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:27 PM):And she added me on friendster.~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:27 PM):-.-'''~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:27 PM):So i know what to reply now.~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:27 PM):*him~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:27 PM):*youJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:27 PM):haha jus say u know me lohh~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:28 PM):Nah~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:28 PM):She say HOW i know you.Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:28 PM):through kenricJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:28 PM):how come never go out today?~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:28 PM):hmmmm~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:28 PM):Why do you ask.Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:29 PM):dunno~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:29 PM):I was thinking about telling her that you were my cousin in lawJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:29 PM):cos i thought im the only loser who didnt go outJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:29 PM):haha~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:29 PM):Hahah~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:29 PM):We're both losers then~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:29 PM):Haiz.Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:29 PM):wthJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:29 PM):cousin in law~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:29 PM):Suppose to have left the house at 9am~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:29 PM):YEPPS.That's what i will NEVER call that hamster.Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:30 PM):hahaha im nto gonna marry tania man~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:30 PM):haha~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:30 PM):xDJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:30 PM):u said that?Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:30 PM):lol~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:30 PM):PLANNINGJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:30 PM):ohJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:31 PM):but both of u are in mgs whaJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:31 PM):should see each other aroudn~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:32 PM):hmm~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:32 PM):Is she sec?Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:35 PM):ermJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:35 PM):primary school whatJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:35 PM):lolJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:35 PM):i wanna marry tania, aiya but too bad she dont like meJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:35 PM):hahaha~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:36 PM):p6?~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:37 PM):I prefer you to yongen~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:37 PM):I wanna bite him~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:37 PM):xDJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:38 PM):haJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:38 PM):why u wanna bite himJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:38 PM):why u prefer me ahJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:39 PM):but u said i very ugly and u wanna beat me upJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:39 PM):hahaha~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:39 PM):because I hate yongen.Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:39 PM):why u hate him~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:39 PM):YehJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:39 PM):he's your cousins boyfriend manJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:39 PM):u cant say thatJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:39 PM):lol~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:39 PM):You're ugly~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:39 PM):But he's uglier.~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:39 PM):I wanna beat you~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:39 PM):But i wanna BITE hiJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:39 PM):lolJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:39 PM):no diff dude~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:39 PM):Haiz~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:39 PM):I wish s'pore had freedom of speechJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:40 PM):lolJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:40 PM):jus say loh~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:40 PM):I dunno.~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:40 PM):I hate yongen~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:40 PM):haha.Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:40 PM):haha whyJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:40 PM):does tania know?~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:40 PM):Tania got flustered when i told her the next time i saw him i would kick him in the groin!~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:40 PM):I also dunno lah.But i hate the sight of him.Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:40 PM):hahahJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:40 PM):not like u dont hate the sight of me-.-Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:40 PM):lol~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:41 PM):hey~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:41 PM):what christian song you like?Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:41 PM):erm i dont knowJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:41 PM):i got lots~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:41 PM):Naw.I hate yongen and i mean it.I was only joking with you,.~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:41 PM):NAME ME ONEJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:41 PM):haha~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:41 PM):MY CELL BLOG NEEDS A NEW SONGJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:41 PM):erm~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:42 PM):is that a title?~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:42 PM):xDJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:42 PM):lolJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:42 PM):noJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:42 PM):hmmmJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:42 PM):salvation~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:42 PM):Nmae me another one.~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:42 PM):-.-''~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:42 PM):i dont like the title.Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:42 PM):through it all~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:42 PM):YEH~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:42 PM):okay~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:42 PM):thanks.Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:42 PM):hahaJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:42 PM):okay~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:42 PM):you were saying?Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:43 PM):i wasnt saying anything whatJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:43 PM):i wanna go tania's houseJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:43 PM):but she's out with dont knwo whoJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:43 PM):hmmmmmmmmmJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:43 PM):its so boring at home Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:43 PM):are u going out?Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:44 PM):cos if u are, then i'll go buy somethingJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:44 PM):and u can help me put it in her mailbox when u go homeJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:44 PM):haha~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:44 PM):can~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:44 PM):I am.~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:44 PM):I'm gonna head for church at maybe 4 or 5.30~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:44 PM):My whole cell is out on an outing my mom said no.Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:45 PM):hmmmJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:45 PM):oh~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:45 PM):So i'm sitting at home talking to you.Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:45 PM):where's your cell~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:45 PM):SENTOSA ~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:45 PM):the girls are at vivo.~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:45 PM):Guys at sENTOSA.Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:45 PM):?~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:45 PM):I would have prefered sentosa.~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:45 PM):OhJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:45 PM):your cell is at sent?Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:45 PM):ohJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:45 PM):vivo ahJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:45 PM):lol why so far away~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:45 PM):NO~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:45 PM):thats the outing.~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:45 PM):It's at queenstownJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:46 PM):ohJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:46 PM):lol~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:46 PM):Opp. library.Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:46 PM):so how do i meet u to pass it to you~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:46 PM):I'll be at library from 4?Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:46 PM):and u want me to go to the library?!~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:46 PM):No.Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:46 PM):hha~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:46 PM):I do not want to get caught with someone like you.Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:46 PM):im going to go to the gym~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:46 PM):WHATEVERJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:46 PM):at maplewoods~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:46 PM):-.-''~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:46 PM):Maple.Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:46 PM):how to meet u~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:46 PM):Sweet.Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:46 PM):ya~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:46 PM):I've got a dozen girls i know thereJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:46 PM):coolJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:46 PM):lol~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:46 PM):pass it to one of them?>Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:46 PM):so u can go visit themJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:47 PM):what the heck~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:47 PM):-.-'''Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:47 PM):i dont even know themJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:47 PM):haha~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:47 PM):I was thinking they pass it to me in school.Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:47 PM):wthJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:47 PM):i was thinking that u put it in her mailbox todayJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:47 PM):=/Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:47 PM):lol~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:47 PM):Just say,"I'm Amadea's personal mailman."~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:47 PM):xD~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:47 PM):Oh~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:47 PM):then..Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:47 PM):yesJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:47 PM):oh~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:47 PM):What is your idea?Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:48 PM):hmmmJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:48 PM):i go gymJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:48 PM):then i meet u Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:48 PM):during the gym time that im outJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:48 PM):pass u the thingy~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:48 PM):-.-''~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:48 PM):Hmms.Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:48 PM):then u gowherever for your cell~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:49 PM):That makes me your personal mailkid.Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:49 PM):then going home, put it in tania's house mail before going homeJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:49 PM):hahahahaJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:49 PM):sortaaaaJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:49 PM):can right
~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:49 PM):YOU LAH
~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:49 PM):hmmmmmm]
Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:52 PM):lol
Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:53 PM):aiya~
*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:53 PM):awwwwwwww
~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:53 PM):eh
Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:53 PM):but that happened so long ago
Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:53 PM):can u
Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:53 PM):meet me somewhere
Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:53 PM):then i can pass u
Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:53 PM):the thing
Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:54 PM):haha
Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:54 PM):okay
Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:54 PM):u dont know my house add do you
Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:54 PM):=/Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:54 PM):okay
Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:54 PM):OKAY SO WHERE I MEET U
~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:54 PM):me neither.
Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:54 PM):no thankssss~
*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:54 PM):-.-''
Just got my ticket to freedom says (2:55 PM):where i meet uJust got my ticket to freedom says (2:55 PM):to pass u the thingy~
*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:55 PM):Hmm~
*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:55 PM):it's up to you dude
*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:55 PM):hey.~
*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:56 PM):but if i;'m doing this favour for you.WHY MUST I GO ALL THE WAY TO MAPLE FOR YOU?
~*amadea*~ Injured right arm says (2:56 PM):cant you just go to the main road and take 970 to COOS?

firgure it yourselves can?

2007-10-19T04:48:00.000-07:00

Yepps.I've decided.I'm going to have two blogs from now on.One that is totally all the positive stuff about my day.The other the stuff i dont like and hate about my day.

THANK YOU TIFF.HAHA.SORRY HIL.I SAID I'LL GO OUT WITH YOU TODAY.BUT I WAS ALREADY OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE.SO SO SORRY.

2007-10-16T01:44:00.000-07:00

I'll be changing my url soon.So yeah.Please ask me for the url if you guys want it.Hahaha.Well.I'm not giving it to any classmates that's a definite fact.Meiling and Rebecca.Love spamming blogs dont they.Well.Heck it.I kinda like Lianne better now.xD Hey.It isnt thanks to her.It was thanks to one of her bestest buds.But she's definitely nice.LING JEN YI AH.YOU LAH.STOP STALKING ME ABOUT KENRIC FAN.KENRIC FAN,COULD YOU PLEASE CALL HER.hehz.I'm gonna give him her number.I thinkkk.

Wahh sehhh.Jesse mccartney is so damn f*!@#ing cute lah.Oops.sorry.Watch this commercial.

2007-10-12T01:50:00.001-07:00

Sorry.About the other post.Crapps.Dunno what I was typing.Haiyo.Well.rebecca sabohed me today.(Notice the small r)Hehz.xD

Well,I'm gonna make this PUBLIC.jJust to bother Andrew Tan!HE IS HAVING AN ART EXHIBITION ON THE EHHH..ERRR...26TH OCTOBER.FOR MOPRE INFO.CONTACT ME AT 98992869.haha.Andrew,i'm so eveil.Duckie.Andrew is a rubber yellow duckie...

I heard either twins,or bothe twins are sick.Okay.-.-''' I bet now,either Brandon or Yongen(well.There's Jeremy and Kenric too kae)that are worried sick.maybe both.Hhahahaha.That makes 4 sick people.Nevermind.Grizzly.

The band is coming over tomorrow.Yes!No!They'll reck the house and wake my neighbours.But heck it,I'm gonna be glad they did.Church tomorrow.I'll see if i can talk mum into letting me skip it.HOPE.WISH.DESIRE.hahz.

Sorry guys.I couldnt come.Hahaha.Actually.I wont admit,but,i have to.I wanted to go.Looking forward to it.But i've been out so often my moum didnt allow.Besides,it was raining?Haha.Next time bah.But you HAVE to promise that you'll pay for all my meals and my arcade fees,movie tickets and shopping bills.Can?YES.

Sighs.Well.To that person waiting out there.I'm going to have to make it clear.I hate you,despise you,spit on you,stand on you.Step on you.Dislike you.Cannot see you anymore.(No.we werent together)Hah.And i'm over and done with our relationship.(Hey.No wrong ideas.we were friends)Let's clen off all trace of each other.I'll delete ur phone no. msn address.Blog address.House address.Send you back your stuff and etc.This sounds like the break up song =D

Updating my friendster.Hahahaha.Hey Bryan.Thanks for telling me Shaun's deep dark secret.I WILL use it against him.Oh Shaunnnnnnnnn......I'm coming to get you.I dunno what's up with IMEEM.i post on my blog also cannot see to clikc play.Nevermind.

2007-10-11T02:53:00.000-07:00

Crazy convo.Erntian,Eunice and I.Etiquette classes were great.Bryan is glad i have some manners now.*pouts*
Life was beautiful then. I remember the time. I knew what happiness was. Let the memory live again. says (5:50 PM):hiLife was beautiful then. I remember the time. I knew what happiness was. Let the memory live again. says (5:50 PM): ~*amadea*~ The second star to the right. says (5:51 PM):?!

Figure it our yourself.I'm too lazy.And i'm rushing.To think i have time to even change my terrible blogskin.

2007-10-09T06:06:00.000-07:00

Haha.This is gonna be fun.PSLE OVER.Guardian angel says he'll be there to watch over me.Awwwwww...Hehehz.Some stupid anons keep posting on my blog.Bernard,Shane,Kenric,Brandon,i finally get how terrible it is.Hehehe.

Going out tomorrow.Cine with the clique.Yesh.Yes.Yes.Dunno what we're watching.Everyone wants to hear about Shaun?I shall' tell you all and embarass him!!!Hahaha.

According to Bryan,on the first day of school.When Shaun arrived.He took his guiter.Went to the school hall and sung his version of "the break up song" changing the lyrics to "the hook up song".So cute right?When interviewed.Shaun says"I only know that i'll be a big hit with the babes here.So i'm just gonna have to act crazy."Fortunately,girls,like the terrible bimbo cheerleaders find him cute.Not all thinks he is crazy.

Heck it.Still pondering on the decision of whether or not to go to cell outing.And how about haloween party?I've got two houses.Which one?!

2007-10-07T20:57:00.000-07:00

WTH.sam purposely went to fairprice to get jia and mayyin some sweets to bribe them.Dude,he's cute.not the looks.But yeah.I knew he had it in him.PSLE wasnt that a breeze i guess.I'm gonna try send Sam a letter.I'm so sorry leaders,i sent your letter to america.-.-

I should have gone for service larh.Arranging so many outings.I keep saying yes to anybody and everybody.Like tan.I dun even like him.He asked me if i would like to go over for a pool party.I said yes and smiled.Same thing with sam,arnold and jasmine.Hell.hhe.

I really wanna see those hamsters kae.Daddy's getting me a new phone.FINALLY.I need some suggestions.I was thinking s5ooi?Dunno lah.HMT tomorrow then i'm freeeeeeeeeeeee.I'm getting this feeling that my so called "GOODD FRIENDS" are actually mafiaens too?i mean yeah.i think i saw them.

Resuming my duty with Scorpidios.Yehs.Gonna be war in the night.Joking.I'm underage for them to use me.Too bad MATTIAS.hehee.

2007-09-29T00:48:00.000-07:00

Shucks.Aint allowed to go library.So i'm now at home playing laptop and watching the two Prince Of Tennis episodes.Mann.I really love tennis.I wanna play again.=( Dont worry Jialing,i'll be going for youth.Hang out with you later on.

I've talked to theo about cell.I want to quit yet i dont want to.And if i do,my parents will be informed and i will appear on the newspaper the next day.COW.

2007-09-28T08:36:00.000-07:00

Haha.I'm telling you.This week was a total living hell.But with God guiding my way..i made it out for now.Just wait,next week is gonna be AWESOME.Tomorrow is gonna suck.Six sense.Pretty busy now.

Seems Bryan has started talking to IGod and wants me to play with it.Hahaha.Yes sir.How's your teacher dude?WARN SHAUN.xD Hope ur doing fine.I'm sending Shaun over tomorrow to help you pick up some chicks at the school lockers.

You know what people?!All this time,i've been hearing people asking me "Why are you so nice to theodore?" "Why are you like his maid?" Well.After tonight.I just had to notice.I treated him pretty nicely yet he'd call me names and give me hell and curses at me.So what.Why am i like his servant?Why Am I always lying low just to give him what he wants?WHY AM I GIVING WAY TO HIM?!DONT I HAVE MY OWN HUMAN RIGHTS?!.

So yeah.Gonna try to be less of a pushover.TRY TRY TRY.-Quoted from Bryan when i told him i would forget him-Hehe.But I failed.I gave himi two parts of my KUENO BUENO.CRAPPP.

SENSEIS WERE EVIEL.Sensei hamster steped on my hand.And it wasnt flat on the ground.I was like holding a cup and he stepped on top of it.Then,Sensei Orangutan stepped on my foot.EXCUSE ME.HEAVYYY.Then that sensei whatever his name is.He slapped me and attacked my head.BAD PEOPLE.But,i guess i just couldnt concentrate.I mean.I could see and understand how to do it.But I just couldnt do it when it came to doing it.Not like usual.

Hitting the library tomorrow if mom says yes.I figured that I would just cause more harm than good if i went for cell instead.So yeah.I'll study at the library and go youth later on.

I might be joining a band!Yes.Haha.All the stuff I want to do is so long.Haha.Hiphop?Tennis!Japanese?Band!many more.Haha.Dunno why right.But I found out something from what Shaun said.

Convo.

Shaun-I figured out something.
Me-Oh?What.
Shaun-When you are sad or whatever you smile more.
Me-Yeah?Since when.
Shaun-Take a look at the mirror hun.Bryan just left and you are beaming.It's either you're phsycho or you're forcing it.Changing the sadness into happiness and sparks of hope.
Me-Huh.I'm forcing it?I'll try frowning.
But,I just never was able to frown properly.-.-'''

GONNA TALK TO IGOD.

OH YEAH.BRANDON WONG.YOU LOOK GAY IN PINK.

2007-09-22T08:12:00.000-07:00

I'M SORRY,SAM.

I didnt mean to do it.I really didnt.And I hate to see that pissed look in your eyes.Not because it annoys me.Its because,I know your sad and I caused it.I want to quit cell.But I CANT.you'll tell my parents.I dont wanna go for service,since that annoys you too.

2007-09-21T06:03:00.000-07:00

Life Sucks.First Shane,now you.I wont admit it.I will not admit it.

"I know this is last minute,but...my grandad was admitted into a hospital and daddy says since i'm already going next week,i might as well leave tomorrow.Shaun is leaving next week still."
"Is that all you have to say?I'm busy."
"Take care of yourself.I know you're angry at me.I dont wanna leave too.But I have to.And I dont think i'm coming back."
"Okay.That all?I'm really busy."
"And...and...and,I love you.Please.Never forget me,I wont forget you.Although I dont think i'm coming back.I will.For you.Just take care of yourself,I'll miss you.I never wanted to let you go and well..."
He lifts up his nike bottle.
"I want you to remember me."

It's kind of a mystery huh.To you guys.What he wanted with his Nike bottle and how he wanted me to remember me?That's for me to know.Haha.Well.That was our final goodbye i guess.At the school gate.Well.Thanks to him,my whole crumpler bag was drenched in his farewell gift and my pens leaked onto my bag.Ouch.

It's funny.These few days.I'm so moody.Last week,I started on manga."Absolute Boyfriend"I saw a Bryan in Night.A Shaun in Soshi and a Me in Riiko.As my reading processes...i get so emotional.Bryan got frustrated having to buy loads of tissue for me.

I couldnt find book3 at first.That was when Bryan told me he was leaving like in Book 2.When I found book 3,it says we got back together.But heck.I couldnt find book 4 and I'm messed up.But i skipped to book5 and book 6.And you know what?I'm sorry...we didn't get back together again.

Bye Bryan.Double B.That's funny.I'm trying many different ways to amuse myself.To lift my spirits...but it's like a bird that is beginning to die.Heck it.Bye Shaun.I miss you too.I hope I dont break down tomorrow in church.He's leaving at exactly 4.30pm.That's in church.Crapp.Who's gonna be there for me now?You broke ur promise dude.

That was what our last song was.

Tessa:[c=#000000]haha arwin got psle![/c] says (9:19 PM):yong en and trina
Amadea:Brandon and Tania?

welll.Heck.

"Dont' Cry.You've changed my life.Such a deep depression in my heart.I'll keep smiling for you.Would you do the same for me?"

Those last words.I will always remember.Promise.

2007-09-14T08:39:00.000-07:00

Haiz.Exams started.Books fliying.Stuff like that.Cough and flu back to stay.Let me tell you guys my biggest discovery on bryan.The only kind of water he drinks is PERRIER?and y'noe what?He doesnt really know he is.I mean.It's sparkling water and he has it in his bottle?!No more sparkles.What do you expect from a guy like Bryan?He's a FREAKING FILTHY RICH BLOODY HELL ACT COOL ASS HOLE POOP.-.-'''

I was thirsty and just finished some "exercise".Forgot to bring bottle.Bryan jiu lend wo lor.And it tastes so good i kept on sucking on his nike bottle until i realised there was no more left.-.-''''''''''.Hehe.

SOME PEEPS still owe me birthday presents.yeahs.Xueen chocs gave me a bad stomachache last week.Jialing.Call ur gang and help me with revenge?Just bake contaminated brownies and give all to her.I'm mean.

Heck it.Guess what?I've decided to break.So it's just this little dove flapping it's wings and flying in the air solo again.Actually i'm pretty happy.Cauz' now,Bryan and I talk like we grew in the same womb.xD

2007-09-04T07:00:00.000-07:00

I FEEL SO SICK AND I WAS DAMN LEFT OUT AT THE TWINS' BIRTHDAY PARTY.I REALLY WISHED BRYAN COULD COME.REALLY.TRULY.I WAS SO DAMN DAMN BORED.ONLY THE DISGUSTING ENTERTAINMENT WAS FUN.
SMS CONVO.
Mud-Crapppsss sahh.I miss you.
me-I miss you toooooooo.
Mud-What's going on now?
me-*tells him what the guys are doing with the girls cleavage and stuff*
Mud-OH.MY.GOD.GET OUT OF THERE.
Me-Huh?No.Never.
Mud-Darling.Never is an awfully long time.
me-Yeah.Peterpan.I feel real left out.
Mud-Want me to come over?
Me-What's going on at your side then?
Mud-Grandma.Dinner.Shangrila.
Me-You suck.
Mud-Why?
Me-YOU ONLY EAT FIRST CLASS FOOD
Mud-ohyah horh.Bring me to a hawker can?
Me-I'm NEVER talking to you again.
Mud-*smses 5 times then got the key*Ohhh.My.God.I just remembered.What am i gonna do with this beautiful teddy bear i bought for my darling baby?
Me-GIMME!!!!!!!!!!Wait.No.mom will suspect.
Mud-Right.Mom and dad would suspect.I'll keep it with me then?
Me-yes.That sounds fine.since when you start calling my parents mom and dad?
Mud-Huh?Oh yah.Dont worry.you'll be rich taitai also.
Me-In my dreams!]
Mud-When you marry me.
Me-Wait.IN YOUR DREAMS.
Mud-Haiz.My bad bad naughty girlfriend.

2007-08-31T00:46:00.001-07:00

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY.

Yeah.Yeah.I love my teacher's too.Just that Ms Soh kidnapped my cube.I SHOOK PRESIDENT'S HAND.hehe.Haiz.I'm real emo this week.Real lonerism.awww.But i've got mudpie.Who has suddenly changed my name to "TB"Teddy Baby.Ewww.Haha.

Convo:
Mudpie-How's ur splendid teachers' day?
Me-Dont ask.I didnt have proper gifts to give.only wrote letters.
Mudpie-WHAT?!It's okay lah.Next time tell me.I prepare gift for you.
Me-Huh?So what did an asshole like you give?
Mudpie-An asshole like me gave the teachers a handwritten poem and a lee hwa necklace for the females.For the males,poem plus a belt.
Me-Whatever.I'm never talking to you again.
Mudpie-What?!Fine.Then i'll just have to sit in a corner and be emo.
Me-FINE!I'll go hang out with...*pause half min*AH.MATTIAS.
Mudpie-He was my exrival leh.Dont lah.
Me-Hah.Make me.I'll hang up o you now and call him to make plans.
Some how,He managed to talk me out of it.Hahz.

My birthday mann.I've got a few things to add to my wishlist.Sims 2 expansion packs.Yes.yes.Mann.I admit.I admit.I love love love him.He's so sweet.I LOVE TITANIC.HE SAYS THAT HE'LL BE MY LEONARDO DICAPRIO.haha.

2007-08-24T03:11:00.000-07:00

COWWWW.WAHHHH.I am screwed up.I am so screwed that I have holes all over my body.I'm spongebob.MANN.MANN.MANN.Bryan has already helped me quite a bit.
Convo.
A-Mudpie-sweeeet.Help me with anything and everything.
B-You said you dont want a birthday gift from me right?So I could get you a moon from outerspace for a pet.But where you gonna keep it?
A-I want a shooting star.I keep in my heart.I want you to invite this whole list of guys to ur b'dae party.I cant have them at mine.*reads out loud*
B-Okay.Anything and Everything else?Too bad you cant come eh?If not we'll be shaking on the dance floor til' midnight.Hah.Hun.
A-I'll cover the rest.Thanks chocolate!!
B-you getting me anything?
A-An extra cute pic of me!!!
B-Awesome!!!Want mine?
A-No.NO.NO.
B-Why?Scared it burns out ur eyes?I'm too hot right?
A-Yahhh.Yahh.That's why I cant see you anymore.
B-Huh?Breaking up again?Our 16th time this month lehh.We can break and fix in an hour you know.

Haha.End of convo.

OKAY EVERYBODY READING THIS BLOG.
TIME FOR THE OFFICIAL BIRTHDAY WISH LIST O7.

MY BIRTHDAY WISHLIST 07.
1)Teddy Bear(Especially personalized and minitoons)
2)Necklaces and Lockets
3)MGjacket
4)Softtoys
5)Branded Caps
6)New Running shoes(So i can beat tang in running)
7)PeterPan-Jeremy Sumpter items
8)A Branded Bag?!
9)New Ipod
10)Green or Lime green Personalized Crumpler
11)A new Watch
12)Taiwan Drama Series Collection
13)A ring.(Don't try boys,Bryan will skin you alive.xD)
14)a NEW HANDPHONE.
15)My wishes for ---- and ------- to come true.

mORE TO COME.mY BIRTHDAY PREPS AND INVITES ARENT YET READY.i HAVE NO IDEA.bUT MY PREPS CALCULATIONS ARE..THE BILLS ARE I MEAN.TOTAL WITHOUT GST IS "$1500"

2007-08-19T02:58:00.000-07:00

Peterpan is my biggest motivation.Hahah.Nevermind,you wont get it.I've got cramms and a bad spore throat.Fevers and muscle strains.Will I survive the week?Stay tuned.

Yeahh.About to go have some delicious delicious.Jap food.Zachary is over and I helped coach fanny to take some pics of him.I'm feeling spooked...Jialing reminded me it is the ghost festival.XUEEN HELPPP.haaha.I think i'm gonna have nightmares again.

Dear Bryan,
Thank you for always taking the blame when we have tiffs.Thank you for always making the first move.Thank you for always being there for me.You're my light and my hope.You're my eyes and my ears.Although we hardly see each other,you are always in my heart.You're eyes remind me of the ocean.That I love.You're lips remind me of heaven.That I love.You're hair reminds me of our hearts.That I love.You're hands holding mine reminds me of unbreakable love.That is impossible to forget.
Thanks for being my PeterPan.
Amadea<33

2007-08-17T23:05:00.000-07:00

THEODORE NG ZHI YING WENT BALD

Crap huh.He went bald after joel tang half a year ago.Awww mannn.I wonder how Thanit would have looked in bald.How MATTIAS CHIA would have looked in bald.Adrenaline too high...

hehe.Photos coming up soon.Awwwwww.heheheh.They look like convicts.Zhongen says they all shaved because the coach dont want them to pull each other's hair.o.O

I miss you Bryan.I'm sorry I did that to you.But i'm still not ready to unblock you or pick up ur calls or sms you.Sorry.

2007-08-16T20:39:00.000-07:00

SENDING OUT THAT S O S

Hah.I am proud to say i survived this week!!*applaud*PSLE eng orale was nicer and easier that chinese orale.I hope the cell did better?YEAH.fun in the sun.Next week prelims.With my beautiful sore throat and spinning head it would be a MIRACLE if i actually survived.HAH.

Blahhh.I'm not high and i'm not low either.So i'm in between so what.You've got a problem with that?!Tania says 69 has a theme for her birthday?I bet(since it's the same as trina's) it's gonna be on horoscopes and all her 69 gang friends are all gonna dress up and have horo. tatooes on their butts!!!(I had experience with that one.xD Right Mr. Michie?)

My b'dae celebration plannings arent getting along as well though.But,I'm not ready for my prees yet.Yay.I love the all american rejects.Their eyes are AWESOME.Anyone has the piano scores for it ends tonight?F___ed up at the moment that is.

Very tired.My arm is aching from all that arm wrestling while in the post room.Stacey Teng got so bored in the pre room that she slept on the floor.Blahh.I have no idea which school i wanna go to?All the good schools are for guys only and all the others seem gay.Anybody wanna help?Sending out sos.I dun like MG.i dont like IJ lesbianies.So?

When we were in the audi. on thurs.Every row was talking about diff. stuff.Some talking about gays and les,guys,teachers,schoolwork,sports.etc.My row was talking about muscles.EWWWW.hahahaha.Taylor swift is love.I'm not les.I love jesse m. too kae?

Okayy.Bernard put me up to it kae?So i'm gonna give ya'll a wish list!!!(I've known this bernard dude for 7 days.STUPID JESSICA)OUR SONG-TAYLOR SWIFT

B'DAE WISH LIST 07
1-Teddie<33
2-NecklacesXD
3-Caps=)
4-Running Shoes=D
5-NEW IPODc(x --i dont care if i have t0oo many
6-Laptop$D
7-Memories to keep forever
8-ANYTHING.
9-Soft toys.
I noe there are many more to come.so i'll update it later.

Thy claim it wasnt much your fault
but wasnt it thee that claimed a frame?
Thy heart has longed to assault
that soul to clear thy innocent name.

So Thee shall say that thee shall leave
until thy has learnt to grow up and learn
So Thee shall di thy best to weave
Promise that til' they day thee yearn

2007-08-12T23:04:00.000-07:00

Ouchies.HMT now.Everyone is in the com lab.We're acting like there's nothing.And we're just here to have fun.Lao shi is playing the electronic piano?!Errr...Everyone is SLACKING.yeah.I'm just bored...Like free time or something.Bryan and I are still not talking.Wait.It's only me now.I'm not talking.-.- He talks too much.
Some dudettes are playing club penguin now?GOSH.assholes.MEiying annoyed the hell out of me today.My brithday is coming?But Joel Tang's is first.Seems we're on "talking" terms now?More like arguing.Gosh..why do I use gosh?Why not god?god heavens,this sucks.Buut thanks to God himself,I did have the ideas popping in and out of my brain during compo exam.

I know Zhongen wants me to say it and I dont care what Bryan thinks of it but...

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS ZHONGEN!I DONT CARE IF IT ISNT OS,YOU STILL DESERVE TO SCORE SCORE SCORE!!!!I'LL B E BEHIND YOU ALL THE WAY.PROMISE.

2007-08-12T00:51:00.000-07:00

Freaking Trevor.hahaha.My new group vs. old group in relay today.Who won?MY GROUP WON.4-0.Oh yeah.uhuh.Showed Coach Amanda.Omg lah.Stupid nicholas wanted to go straight against me after the relays.But in the middle,he would grab my hand and say,"God.You're fast.I give up."DAMN HIM.

In relay,last two.coach Billy vs. Coach Amanda.

Trevor:Crap.Billy is closing in.
Me:It's impossible.
Trevor:Why not?
Me:Billy is a goat.And goats cant swim.
(Just then Billy lost his stamina and lost)
Nicholas:Yayyyy.We won!!!
Dion:Wahhh.Tired sehh.
Me:Since you guys are busy.I'll decide on the forfeit they have to do.
The guys:NO NO.WE WANT TO.

Sucks huh.Blahhh.Came late.So?Freestlyle 30 laps when the others finished.Half way though,Nicholas slapped me on the back and told the teacher that he'll help me.so we swam together.Sometimes,Nicholas is love.But at other times,he is a moronic asshole honeymoon slacker.

I'm the youngest in the group.Shucks.There are only 2/5 girls.The guys are all so errr...posers.With their perfect abs.They pose like shit.But i'm still a terrific kicker.ahahaha.

Now,besides asshole Nic who keeps treaitng me like some lover of his since last year,there's trevor who's about the same age as Nic.Haha.Why ah?I"m so ugly and idiotic.They're simply annoying me.

During one of the single team split relay matches,Nicholas was in team one me in team two with trevor.
Nic:Wah Lao ehhh.New coach!!!Since last year no coach has ever tried putting amadea and I in seperate groups for relays.Why?!?!*Drama*
Coach:Huh?Then I'm the first one lorh.You're the group one captain,Trevor's the group two captain.Trevor is higher rank than you mahh,so he choose her first.Too bad.
Trevor:Haha.Higher rank.Nicholas,I did it because i know you wont bear winning this girl.HAH.

During relay.I was waiting with Trevor and Dion at the other side.The slowest team member was swimming against one of the fastest.Our team had the slow one.

Trevor:Crap.We're losing.
Dion:Aiya.Can make it one lah huh.Look at their team?All the slow pompeepee one.Our group all torpedo.Except that one now.
Me:I'm next okay.Dont scare me.
Dion:Yah lorh.Dont scare her.Forfeit is push up noe?
Trevor:Aiya.Push then Push lorh.Our abs and arm muscles look nice when we flex it.But it's better when we use it.
Me:Hah.You do for me lorh.
Trevor:I would if Nic wont ask first.
Dion:*Gets up and waves his hands in the air*I'm the group's cheerleader.Go GO FAT IDIOT SWIMMING AND LAGGING OUR TEAM.GO GO.GO.GO.FAT POWER!!!"
Trevor:Get ready.IT'S coming.
Me:*Get's up and get's ready*
Dion:Nevermind.I wanna do.You sit down and VS.Nic later.
Before I could object,Dion plunges into the water from the board.Then suddenly,his head pops back out fo the water.
Me:What's going on?
Trevor:His swimming trunk is not on his body anymore~.*covers my eyes with his hands*
hahahahaha.Omg.Must keep making the guys plunge!!!Nicholas also like that one.Why their trunks so loose ah?

Next relay,LAST relay before vs. amanda's team.Nicholas was swimming way ahead of me.then he stopped 10 feet from the thing and waited for me to touch the wall first.ahahaha.

Dont know what to do for my damn birthday.Joel tang is not helping me at all.wahahaha.Evil Mr. Polar Bear saver.Yes yes.I can hardly invite anyone.Bryan's guys are over at his place on sept 8.Kang Yang's friends over at his place.Etc.They all steal my b'dae oneeeeee.

2007-08-11T07:34:00.000-07:00

Cell.Cell.Cell.It's killing me.ahahahaha.Joking joking.Never meant it.I love it alot.It gives me free time.With no parents nagging to hell out of me.

I almost cried today.OMG.I couldnt help myself lah.I heard his voice again.It;s so so angelic.Like God gave him his voice like a talent.I cant help but say I love it.It touches my heart whenever I hear it.Even if i hate him to hell.

We used to be God Damn close.Then we just broke off.Sucks huh?Bryan is a meanie.Bryan Bryan Bryan.Ahhhhh.I want a new boyfriend.Hehehe.GBR HERE GBR.sos.sos.

2007-08-05T03:40:00.000-07:00

CHOCOLATE MUDPIE AND I

When we broke,I already knew the seperation wouldnt last long.So...we got back together again...CRAP.haha.That means I'm rich!!!(joking)Anyway,Bryan has got his voice back and he is as fit as a fiddle now.He sang the "You'll be in my heart" for me!!!awwwww...Melting choclates in me!!!

We were both calling each other.But couldnt get through(OBVIOUSLY)And in the end,I gave up before he did and...he called.Well,what do you say?(Lucky theo was singing in the shower and parents were having a lively chat with aunt and uncle downstairs)MUAHAHAHAHA.

But it's fine now.I'm happy again I guess.But I HAVE to tell MMS about this anyway.Heyy.I cant help myself.He actually said he made friends with MMS(actually his long rival and enemy) and he would like to join the mafiaens too.See?All the sacrifices.So we got back anyway...

Tania and Trina are freaking rats.I came up with that because their hamsters are nicer than them.Tania thinks I sing well...I dont.But I still wanna pursue my dreams of becoming an actress!!!Not many people know my dreams anyway.

Kegan Seah and Cell lost the cell key yesterday.Bahhh.I'm eveil.I HID IT.joking.Heah.Swimming with the seniors' seniors this morning.One word."HELL"We kicked freestyle for 1 and a half hours NON STOP with our hands straight and NOT to bend.OUCHHH.we swam like say...60 OVER LAPS.THEN STILL HAVE TO DASH.STUPID NICHOLAS DIDNT SHOW UP AT ALL.

I love my cousins.YEAH.I'm thinking about birthday presents alot lately.I think Brandon Wong needs a diary with a lock(Right Brandon?)And I KNOW what the twins need and want.(But i cant say)haha.

BIRTHDAYS MANN
1st Sept--Joel Tang
2nd Sept-Ian Tay
3rd Sept--Shane Yeap
4th Sept--TRINA AND TANIA xD
5th Sept--Mayyin Liu
6th Sept--(THAIM.I forgot.)
7th Sept--Sir Mok Chinhao
8th Sept--Bryan<33,kangyang=),kenan>.<>
9th Sept-Teo Jingwen

There you go!!!HAHA.

2007-08-04T08:25:00.001-07:00

Tired.Sick.Today cell was rather fun lah.Have to admit.AND ERRR.REBECCA AND EUNICE HIT ME AND PUSHED ME OVER.WHEN I FELL ON JOY THEY SAID I FELL ON MY OWN.what the...Okay.I'm rushing the cell blog and i need to sleep.tomorrow,swimming with seniors.aww mann.TIRED.

2007-08-01T19:20:00.000-07:00

I HATE LI MEIYING,REBECCA LOW,EUNICE TAN AND LIANNE LEONG.THE IDIOTS WHO MAKE MY LIFE LIVING HELL.GRRR.

If you had a brain.You wouldnt bother me.Rebecca and Eunice and Meiying got me busted furing Art for not doing.HEYY.I didnt come last thurs and didnt noe what to do.WTH.Sometimes I just wanna finish doing that art period.They had to complain to Mrs Yeo?BLEAGHZ.F*** YOU GUYS.

bahh.I'm feeling damn bad.I want time to fly faster.SEE?ALL THE ACS INDE. DUDES GET ATLEAST A WHOLE WEEK OF HOLIDAY NEXT WEEK.

Thats called jealousy alright.And I feel high too.Post PSlE is going to be held at Raffles Town Council Ballroom.Oh yeahhh.haha.

2007-07-31T19:22:00.000-07:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY ME.POOR POOR POOR ME.haha.

Blahh.Hope all you dudes and dudettes are doing fine?Yeah.I thought so.Brandon should be getting along better with his parents now I suppose?Trina is a weird kid.I met Tania's ex-boyfreind's lil bro.Awwww...How chubby.xD

School is killing me and so is Eunice Rebecca and Lianne.Those girls get on my lil thin nerves.Rebeca STEPS on my bad whenever she walks pass my table.Eunice and Li anne are really mean.Passing mean comments and starting mean gossips.They even prank call me ALMOST EVERYDAY.when i pick up.They hang up/laugh/dont say anything.I wanna SUE THE HELL OUT OF THOSE GIRLS.

I was thinking about adding all the dudes and dudettes I noe into my friendster but got no time.So...sorry.Haha.You add me then I go add you can?Yah yah.Brandon's request has probably been so lonely in the approoval box for a long century or something.I only just realised.=S

Anyway.Mafia Sweetie seems to be...well..MAFIA.Yah.

2007-07-27T22:47:00.000-07:00

Bless this School into Bless this Food

2007-07-27T20:48:00.000-07:00

The week has passed and many things have changed.One of the biggest things that changed is Goodbye Chocolate Mudpie and Hello to MMS(My Mafia Sweetie)Well..I thought since the other girls in the gang have mafia dudes.I'll be left out and stuff...So I did it..But you know what?

Bryan.I Will and always will still remember you as "My Chocolate Mudpie".I'm sorry to have hurt you even though ur hurt and sick enough.Dui Bu Qi.=( Stay friends forever,Promise?

Brhhh.Haha.So i'm getting stresser by the minute.Getting agitated easily now.You disturb me,I'll report you to the police.YEAH!haha.Nah chill,I'm still me deep inside.I'm sitll that little girl who loves teddy bears and all.Yupp.xD

These days...I've been thinking about Brandon W.NONONO.I DONT LIKE HIM.dont take it that way.I like him as my COUSIN'S boyfriend you noe?Just like a cousin in law or something.I care for everyone...even janitors and those living on the streets.I just dont like the way Brandon's parents are treating him you know?Just like me.Parents aint give him any privacy,like me.SEE?

Brandon,I've got to tell you.Somehow,I noe how ur feeling.You know why?My mom has NO trust in me.She reads my diary(I wrote in 4 different diaries and she broke into EVERY SINGLE ONE..so i gave up)She likes thinking I'm bad or something...So Brandon,I can console you and tell you what's coming up next(Joking,I'm busy enough).xD EHH.TRINA NG AH.YOU BETTER NOT PUT MORE TROUBLES ON HIM.THIS DUDE NEEDS A REST ALREADY AND UR GIVING HIM MORE TO WORRY ABOUT.

Stupid Trina.If you bully him ah...I'm gonna walk over to ur house and make you popular,you'll be in the news paper and the show "MISSING" Joking lah.Just take ur horoscopes and leave.Joking again.Dont believe in those freaking horoes..they aint no heroes.You know what?I think the twin sisters are in trouble.And I wanna buy them TEDDIES!!!<333

Stupid sensei..Say I cannot roll properly.The whole training kept throwing me and making me roll until my whole body aching.I partnered one of the SENPAIS.so so so so scary at first.The juniors are all "SENIORS WANNA BE" the peers of mine are just playful.The seniors are AWFULLY STRICT.But still..The senior I partnered corrected my moves.WAHLAO.AFTER TRAINING...STUPID RUSSEL SPAT INTO MY MOUTH.SO SOUR.hehe.

Dont know lah.I'm changing back to my rebelious ways...I dont have manners and somehow.I feel someone is dragging me back to my normal self.But i PIAN PIAN wanna fight back.Busy ah.So do not bother to bug me.

I fell down on skates at the twins house last sun but still,My body aches.I fell on my side first then my back.So my back hurts like shit.And my side hurts like hell.Even when someone just touches it or accidently sweep past me...i'll yell.

PICTURES TO BRIGHTEN UP UR DAY.

Am I photogenic?

Group Photo

Natasha and I

Denise disapproving the menu

1 am in the morning...eating MCDONALDS!!!

Founders day

Grandma forgot her medicine

Danielle Lee

My Fave teachers!!!<333

Candid for Ms Soh

Mrs Lee and Ms Soh

The toilet is a cool hangout area

Suntan hottie-Jingwen

2007-07-24T21:06:00.000-07:00

BIG BIG SHOUTOUT NOW.IT'S MG'S 120TH FOUNDER'S DAY.I LOVE MG....hehe.Dr Bala is the guest of honour yet he came so late.Haiz.Tsktsk.I LOVE DR VIVIEN BALAKRISHNAN.he is so funny.
"Let's invite our Guest of honour,Dr.Vivien Balakrishnan on stage to give a welcoming speech.Everyone knows,that Dr Vivien Balakrishnan grew up in Singapore's BEST school for boys.And because MGS is Singapore's BEST school for girls,we invited him!"Ms Kon said that...why must EVERYONE say his full name?Haiz.Then we cheered like maddd.
Saw Ooi Shiyan today!!!SHE LOOKS SO WEIRD IN THE RJC UNI.I think she would have been better off with an AC uni.Awwwww..Nevermind.She still looks just as pretty.xD
AHHHH.I dont wanna be like them.Anyway...I'm slacking alot lately.
Tell you guys.I'm going to he Founder's Day Dinner tonight!!!I GOT A BLACK DRESS.YAY.

But I'm so sorry,My Mudpie.I'm sorry you've got an eye infection,a fever,dizzy spells and a tummyache.I'm sorry you've got hospitalized...You know what?No matter what,No matter how disformed you might get.No matter how disorganized you are or how poor you might get...I still LOVE you.Kaes?I love love love love love love love love you.Nothing will EVER change that.
Bryan Lee<33
Chocolate Mudpie<33
Just the same person.I know you in and out.I'm gonna get you a teddy bear!!!

2007-07-20T09:18:00.000-07:00

Hahaz.Had Aikido todayyy.(I like pressing the letters for a long time.I dont use to,But bryan says it's funnnn.so....BRYANNNN)There was one damn move where I couldnt figure out.Haha.SCREW.BIG MISTAKE.Sensei Squirrel was literally helping me,but to my seniors and juniors,they thouhg the and I were doing ballet.EWWW.haha.xD

Candice was off cracking jokes during lesson.And Sensei furball was busy giving off his "scary" stares.But when he came to me.I just glared back with my lips at an angle.Then he would loook away.Tell me I rock?I think I kicked sensei Andy's stomach today and I clashed with this new guy that looks like a NSK but talks like a RI dude.I clashed into him 4 times.(Four is an unlucky number)First time.I stepped on his foot.Second time,our partners set us up and we collided head to head while breakfall-over.SUCKS.Third time,he caught me in time before I hit the mats.Fourth time,he stepped on my foot.EHH.WE BOTH KNEW OUR PARTNERS WERE SETTING US UP.

Blahh..I got new friends.New friends I say!!!!HILLARY,DENISE,XINGYI,ISSY,RACHEL,CHLOE,NATASHA,ETC.I whole lot of us at a table in recess.FUNN.haha.

Right.Phone's been confiscated.So..GIVE UP CALLING MY HP GUYS!=D
But how do i call bryan?Cant say.xD

2007-07-20T08:24:00.000-07:00

Blahhh.Haha.Sorry.havent been posting lately.Loads of things are going on.Today is still RACIAL HARMONY!!!!I WORE BANGLA TO SCHOOL TODAY.*cough*One things for sure,I didnt enjoy myself.But you noe what?I bet Theo is right?So is Trina and Tania and Brandon and whoever whatever.Must..errr...be happy and support their happiness?(Total crap to make me feel better.)

Yes.Today's BATTLE OF THE BANDS.To think next year I'll be there supporting my school.But errr.Is Bernard gonna perform?Haha.If he is,I'll make a banner and throw bouquet after bouquet of roses for Barker.We're just freinds.Okay.Fine.BARELY FRIENDS,if you wanna noe.But so what?

Mmhmm.Brandon..haiz...BLAHHH.hehe.xD.Saw the dude today.Arwin was outside and I was having tuition.I heard the bell ring but signalled him to go open the door for whoever.But he started laughing.So i went out to open it MYSELF.There was Brandon Wong.Not that I have met him before or anything.But..BRANDON,LISTEN.TRINA NG KEEPS SHOWING ME YOUR PHOTOS.ahaha.Yes,Thats right.Aiya.But Brandon looks okay.A bit more manly you noe?Haiz.Auntie Cita said,"The Brandon guy right?The one who came late?Haha.YES.He is so much more handsome and cool then YOUR joel Tang."I was like,choke choke.(I agree Brandon looks better.xD)

Okayys.I think i'm gonna mug early tommorow morning.I have NO CONFIDENCE in my self at all.I dont think i can make it through PSLE.I dont noe.I like escaping.Just like when I'm in school...it's so crowded and stuff.Sometimes,I just sit by myself at one of the deserted places...just sit,stare and relax.

Now,Mr.Lee is trying his best to take care of me.But you noe what?HE'S SICK HIMSELF.yeaps.He got an eye infection and a fever.Well...my best friends say it's my turn to take care of him.So i shall.It will be a good change I guess.So i wont be so spoilt.Right,I'm gonna call Mr.Lee everynight to make sure his temp. is going down.And..I'll get him a teddy bear =) (Yes.We both LOVE teddies)

I AM HIGH IN THE SKY.OVER THE MOON.BUT IN CASE UR WONDERING,NO.I DID'NT TAKE ANY DRUGS.I JUST GOT A SEAT IN THE MG FOUNDERS DAY DINNER!!WOHOOOO.EVEN THOUGH ORDERS WERE DUE LAST WEEK ON THE 6TH.BUT HECK IT.GOD LOVES ME.I WAS PRAYING LIKE SHIT LAH.I DIDNT WANNA LEAVE MG WITHOUT ATTENDING ONE.

Just that..I need to buy some dresses?But I dont like dresses.But I HAVE TO WEAR ONE THERE.So..since there's only a 0.0000000000000000000000000000000000000001% chance I will still wear the gown after the dinner,I guess...I'll just borrow.From my beloved cousins!!!TANIA AND TRINA.Well..It seems to me,their the only BIMBO cousins i got.And bimbos like them should have dresses?Yeah.I love them loads.Truck loads.

Cell blog was killing me.I was planning the layout and everything.Anyway,I'm sick again.Probably because i SAW bryan...and when I see bryan.It just makes me wanna run over and hug him.So I did.And he sneezed after I let go.But yea.Not as bad.The temp/ is quite low.

Ohh..Today I was looking through some old stuff and all.And I found the old rules and regualations to be qualified to join the gang that was say only 30 plus people in it in p2.(I put crosses on those I didnt have)
Here.
THE CORPIOUSTANTS GANG
QUALIFICATIONS YOU MUST HAVE FOR P2
1)Atleast basic knowledge of Martials.(x)
2)Tough and sporty
3)Gets bullied (not really revelant)
4)*I kind of couldnt see.it all faded*

QUIZ FOR P2
1)What sport do you take?(Tennis and Gym)
2)What class position are you?(Top 5)
3)How innocent are you?(Wanna find out?)
4)Do you tell lies that noone finds out about?(Yes)
5)Do you use valgurity often?(Yes)
6)Are you a Teacher's Pet?(For two teachers)
7)Are you mother's or father's baby?(No way)
8)Do you follow instructions(Hardly)
etc.So many to list.I wanna throw the paper away..full of M&MS smudge.attracting ants.

So.after that.I remember enetering gang hood in P2.Rocks?I guess so.P2s werent use for fighting.More for spying and just training.They taught us how to glare at people to scare them off.How to move you lips to make you look fierce.Stuff like that.Then when you dress,behave and sound more like a gangster..they let you train.Running on the track I remember.Then sit ups.Then...you get assigned to your group leaders.I got some teen from Hwa Chong if I'm not wrong.Every time we trained,he'll test how hard our punches are.

Righttt.I've got to think of what I've done first.Thinking about this past of me is kind of fun but hard.xD

2007-07-17T02:39:00.000-07:00

Blahhz.Getting real busy now.I need help.Haha.TOO MUCH HOMEWORK.Okay.Okay.I'm on the com!!!Nevermind that le.Haha.Things are changing in me,I KNOW IT.My attitude towards people.The people I love get EVERYTHING I want to give them.Those I dont like one bit,is like shit.I dont noe lah.But..I know Bryan is trying to turn me back to my recent self.He says my rebelliousness hurts him bad.ERRR..

And to my admirers and secret admirers out there.I got ur presents,ur emails,ur text messages etc.Just do me a favour and stop liking me from a far and not telling me whom you are.It's sure scary and spooky.I coudlnt help reading one from "ATF" Dont know what that means.He seems in love with me.But I dont noe who the hell you are.Even if it's a prank.Grrrr...

2007-07-15T01:57:00.000-07:00

WOHHHOOO.CHECK THIS OUT PEOPLE!!!

amadea --

[noun]:

An immortal

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

My beautiful name.Hha.

Bryan Lee --

[noun]:

A person who likes to steal tins of tuna

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

No wonder why when He's over,I lose tuna.haha.<33

Amadea Lee --

[adjective]:

Extremely extreme!

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Good choice!!!HAHA

Lee --

[noun]:

A human transformer (Robot in disguise)

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Does that mean Bryan is a robot?

Lee --

[adjective]:

Visually addictive

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Explains things.xD

I'm married?Haha.Yes.To Edgar.
Want to know his full name?
Edgar Eduardo Lee Guerra Rodriguez
My name to be--Mrs Amadea Eduardo Lee Guerra Rodriguez
Yah.Bryan.Dont be jealous lah.Edgar and I only friends kae??He's in Mexi.So cannot.Aiya.Dont get angry.I'll write ur full name out too?Nevermind.LOVE YOU LOADS.

2007-07-15T01:03:00.000-07:00

BLEAGHZ.I went swimming this morning as usual.With a slight temp.But i'ts okay.SUCKS MANN.HAD TO DO DISTANCE 14 BACKSTROKE.I WAS SO DAMN EMBARASSED.HEADS WERE COLLIDING.JUNIOR HIT JUNIOR.SENIOR HIT JUNIOR.JUNIOR HIS SENIOR.SENIOR HIT COACH.JUNIOR HIT COACH.EVERYTHING GOT.

I hit 4 juniors.One head's head two times.THE DAMN FREAKING WALL 2 TIMES.ouch.*sniff*My head is so damn freaking soft now.And it hurts.The first time I hit the wall,I hit it bloody hard.My jaws were aching.I was damn dizzy lah.Then when I made it back to the starting point for my 5th lap,Coach KK put his hand on my forehead...No.He isnt a perv.He just saw how dizzy I was getting.I did have a higher temp. by then.Nicholas came over and made me sit on the wall,he makes me follow his instructions."NO SWIMMING WITH FEVERS."But when he went off,I dived back in to the pool and swam off.HAHA.

BIG MISTAKE.I hit my head on the wall EVEN harder.When I went back to the starting point again.Coach KK had informed Nicholas.THey both thought I was going phycho.My head was aching.My jaws were killing.My face was red.I was dizzy.

After insisting that I didnt wanna stop swimming.Nic. decided to swim beside me.So in the end,I finished my laps.YAY!!!HAHA.Fun in the sun.Good head captain aint he?

Relay race.The guys lost.They OWE the girls 50 pushups and a song with "Girls ROCK" in it.haha.Yeah mann.Next week.OH SHIT.NEXT WEEK MY JUNIOR GROUP IS VERSESING A SENIOR GROUP IN RELAY.GOSH THAT SUCKS.

CHUANG XUEEN'S BIRTHDAY IS TODAY.EEEE.NEVER INVITE ME LORH.BE THAT WAY.HAHA.xD

2007-07-14T06:44:00.000-07:00

Went to watch HARRY POTTER today!!!I love it.Haz.Maybe I dont.Seriously,I'm a slacker.After movie,there was still at least an hour of cell I could still attend.Yet,I decided on my own to hang out with other Sec 1 cells and visit the kids race.HAHA.GOT CAUGHT UP WITH NORMAN AND HAD TO TALK TO HIM UNTIL I MENTIONED ABOUT YOUTH SERVICE.haha.I love him as a spiritual dude.

Had to sit beside my fellow shepherd(I dunno how to spell) KOH ZHONGEN.AWWW MANN.Haha.Cannto read FB books and cannot talk infront of him one.EHHHHH.OMG...I JUST FOUND OUT JOSHUA AND MAYYIN'S BRO ARE IN SAME CELL.Wanna noe what I think happened?

Joshua and Mayyin's bro were seating beside each other during youth.Then when we all stood up to sing,I turned behind.Saw Mayyin's bro,waved.Then he waved back.Then Joshua turned around and I waved to him.And he waved back.Then Mayyin's bro and him were staring at each other..haha.So i quickly turned back.Haha.THEY FOUND OUT TOO.

Joshua is super funny lah!!!!While waiting for mom to come.He and I were sitting on the metal railings with Theo running about serenading songs and rugby cheers.Then Joshua found out I was reading FB books.WAH LAO.HE TOOK THE BOOK AND HE READ IT OUT LOUD FROM THE WRONG SIDE OF THE BOOK(Jap. books all start from the back)AND HE READ IT OUT LOUD IN A SUPER HIGH PITCHED VOICE.OH MANN.HAHA.XD.

Not that I have any designs on Joshua.Seriously,I dont.Haha.Thats the truth.I've got enough on my mind.EHHH.STUPID BRYAN.I TOLD HIM I WASNT EATING THROUGH SMS DURING SERVICE---

Me"I'm not eating dinner today."
Bryan"Yuckyyyyy.Again?"
Me"Yah.I dont wanna."
Bryan"Are you on a diet again?:"
Me"No.Why."
Bryan"Nothinggggg.Tell you what.I'm having some DELICIOUS chicKENRICe(I purposely typed that out.I type,not Bryan)."
Me"You're trying to tempt me."
Bryan"Woahhhhh.THE THIGH IS SO DAMN WHITE AND JUICY.OOZING WITH THAT DELICOUS SCRUMPTIOUS NUTRIENTIC TASTE.AWWWWW."
Me"WHAT.Your Vocab. expanded!!!DONT TEMPT ME."
Bryan"Yummy.Not I'm taking out the skin.I'M BITING INTO IT AGAIN!!!"
Me"I'm not talking to you anymore."
2mins later without reply.(He answers in a minute usually or something)
Bryan"Say...I promise I'll get you something if you promise to eat dinner tonight."
Me"*Interested*Mmhmm...Where are you shopping?"
Bryan"Some teddy bear shop."
Me"OMG.I WANT."
Bryan"Yeah.You'll get one if you behave."
Me"FINE.I'LL EAT.But thenn You have to owe me a teddy bear and an extra 10 bucks allowance"
Bryan"Deal.I loveeeeee you.<333"
Me"I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you too!!!xD'

Haha.Seriously wasted alot of prepaid sms.Poor me..haha.

Somehow.My heart seems to be choosing it's own path.Who it wants to respect,love,hate.etcI hate apologies.I hate everything

NEWSFLASH!!!!!NEWSFLASH!!!!EVERYBODY.IT'S CHUANG XUEEN'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW.I WANTED TO GET HER SOMETHING AT LIDO.BUT I COULDNT.TOO BUSY.AWWW..NEVERMIND.I MUS.I MUST.GET MY DEAREST CELL LEADER SOMETHING.PROMISE.

2007-07-13T08:44:00.000-07:00

I wanna treat you all to a video post.That means you can watch videos.Mostly on how my class is doing in school.Thats right.But keep in mind my class have all sorts of people.EGO,EMO,BIMBO,LONERS,POSERS,ALECS,GENIUSES,MODELS,TEACHER PETS,NERDS,SPORT FREAKS,BOOK WORMS,COMPUTER POTATO,TV POTATO,SLACKERS,ETC.But it's the fun of having the whole lot in one class.All the excitement wee all enjoy together.XD.Wait..I'll continue the video thing tommorrow.Parents want me in bed now.I'll just give you guys ONE treat for today.

Bimbo here featured---LIN SIYUE
Victim here featured---TAN GEARALDINE WYNN XA
ahahaha.Siyue is a good bimbo.

2007-07-13T07:48:00.001-07:00

I'm trying hard to apologise to Bernard Yang once again.But all I can say is "Sorry lah"How unsincere.And all he does reply is"Sorry,not interested."WTH.I NEED HELP WITH THIS GUY.I was freaking embarassed when I apologised.And he had to reject it.Gosh.Dont blame it on him...I did cause alot of anger to be forced into our friendship.So.God has his plans.

Wanna know something?NewsFlash people.NATIONAL DAY IS 9/8.BRYAN'S AND MY BIRTHDAY IS ON 8/9.Omg.I love you kae??I always thought his birthday was some weird day in sept 1-9.But it really is SEPTEMBER 8.Ohhhh...the Fate.Haha.<333

Hehex.It's gonna be loads of fun tomorrow.2 BEAUTIFUL HOURS OF HOMEWORK CLEAR-UPS.1 HOUR OF TUITION MESS.2 HOUR OF AWESOME PIANO FUN TIME.AND THE REST OF THE DAY RATIONED TO THOSE WHO CARE.ahaa

I think my legs are dying.Aikido Grading is in two months.And you know what?I'M TOO WEAK.Just slight rolling exercises etc.I get sprained.My left leg's knee cap is sprained and my right leg ankles is sprained.wow.Haha.xD

Another week has gone by.2 more weeks till' Prelims.And you know what Guys?I'M NOT DAMN READY.GOT TO START MUGGING.BUT I CANT.I stopped the 40-day fast le.TOO Many nightmares of Bernard Yang and accidents.At least he noes i'm sorry?WHAT.DOES HE WANT ME TO DO?

Things I would do for Bernard Yang for forgiveness:
-I would be his maid forever
-I would be his humble servant-slave for eternity
-I would buy him lunch for decades
-I would sacrifice everything
-I would give him a big hug
-I would give him a new tennis racket(Ok.If parents allow.)
-I would embarass myself to help him declare his love for some Ijsian girl
-I would DO SIMPLY ANYTHING

Some people wonder how on Earth I come up with this list.And you know what?The answer is-I'M AN MGSIAN!!!!MGSIANS ARE WACKY AND LAZY.THEY'RE SLACKERINAS.haha.I'm beign mean all over again.-.-'''

2007-07-12T05:36:00.000-07:00

I've gone back to my rebellious ways.My mood.My life.My expression.My temper.My stress mode.My happy mode.My angry mode.My GET OUT OF MY LIFE mode.EVERYTHING HAS GONE BACK.Just my hair...hasnt change yet.But IT WILL.Looks like Dan's hard effort to putting me on track has gone to waste.Too bad darling cell leader,its ur fault for going away.

Today,i spent the whole recess sitting with Secondaries.Infact,the whole lot of us were went to recruite more members.I found two worthy ones.When I did,I'll wave my hand at one of my peers to come over to check them out.If we both agree,We'll invite them to join.

EEE.Kenric Fan is so Gay.haha.He says he loves beating up girls and I'm not a girl.Hah.Loser.

It seems,I've become stronger,yet weaker.I feel stronger.I dont get pushedover anymore.I rebel easily.I'm not sick.But,I got a fever.I told the teacher it was 36.9 when it actually was 37.8.It's okay.It'll subside sooner or later.

I smell like chrlorine.From the pool.haha.Yeah.Went swimming.Since nowadaes i aint able to go sporting.I just vent my anger and jealousy all over the piano.I think it died.

It seems i'm telling people what I think straight into their faces now.They make me angry,"SHUT UP.GET OUT OF MY SIGHT.GET LOST.YOU ASS HOLE."Thats the old me.But I'm back to the old me.They wont move out of my life,i make them...

Bryan seems to be the only one to stop me.I was freaking angry about Faith Ong and her buddy pals.He used our medicine to cool me down.Kinda nice of him...

2007-07-11T00:32:00.001-07:00

Haiz..Something does tell me I'm in hot soup tomorrow.Believe it or not.It's my first time in TWO (or three)YEARS that I have yet to not finish my art on time with no valid reason.Grrr.Mrs Yeo is gonna stone me tomrrow I bet cha'.Haha.I'm real happy today.I read so many volumes of FB just to find out AKITO IS A GIRL.haiz.

I still think everyone in this world is lecturing me.Bryan doesnt seem to be lecturing me YET.Quite happy about that.Haha.I had Mee Soto for Recess.YUMMY.To everyone out there.I'm gonna have a great cousin of mine help fix the cell blog up.I think it'll be done soon.

I was on my way to being a loner last month.I believed myself only.I trusted myself only.I wanted to be alone.I wanted to do things by myself.I wanted to play by myself.I wanted to eat by myself.Etc.Well.The old girls(They are Youths kaes..arent grandmas or anything.Just mean old buddies)I left beginning of the year I met the cell leaders came back for me.Well.They said I was kind of still with them.So I agreed to go back with them.So it's the gang now.Our gang.xD

And ya know what?I thought they would make me join as a noob first.But amazingly,since a new group of QUALIFIED kids and youths came in as accepted ones,I will be leading them.Haha.It'll be fun.Just like old times.They spar,the rest of the leaders sit back and give them insults to push them harder.Hey.They look kinda tough to me.I wonder how the founders recruite them all.I wonderrrrr...

So.By the end of this month,MOI shall' choose a few from my group to well...proceed to a higher level.The others will have to wait and work harder.I've chosen ten.And I'll monitor them EXTRA closely.Hopefully?

The teachers say i've become soft and quiet.Like I am listening during class but I am not participating.And yah.I dont care.I wanna be a loner.I just stare into thin air and wander about in my own thoughts and worlds when the class is doing some discussions.But I still listen during class.

Smses I had to delete of my phone.In case someone does read.
Bryan-How's school today?
Me-Well.Guess what.
Bryan-Another pal' of urs attempted sucide?A teacher ate her snicker?
Me-Wild guesses.No.
Bryan-So the girl ate her snicker and the teacher attempted suicide.*Laughs*
Me-No.I ATE MEE SOTO IN SCHOOL TODAY.
Bryan-Gosh.That's so damn interesting.I had Mee Sotong today.
Me-Liar.Bryan doesnt eat Mee Sotong.
Bryan-Oh yah.Thats right.Kaes.sorry.*coughs*
Me-Lie also cannot lie properly.
Bryan-Mhhhmmh.How's ur loner mission coming along?
Me-Not good.Why do you support me in becoming one?
Bryan-Because no matter what you do or who you wanna be.I will support your every decision.
Me-That's seriously great.llollz.EVERY DECISION.
Bryan-Okay.So maybe every decision except for the ones that would hurt you.
Me-Awwww...Thats so...*vomit sounds*You arent trying to lecture me are you.
Bryan-Nah.I wont lecture you.I'll sit with you during the lectures.
Me-And that means?
Bryan-I'll hold ur hand to the day we part.

Haha.SOunds nice huh.What do you expect from two awesomely great poets?Haha.

2007-07-10T06:12:00.000-07:00

Somebody in school attempted let's say..SUICIDE.Wah lao.Never thought it would be her.But Jingwen saced her.I love you guys!!!Had a slight fight.Just ended up with 3 people hurt.I think.Atleast,I hurt ONLY 3 people cauz' they ran.I dont know about the others.

I've got a headache.I'm running a low fever.My nose is all runny.My vision is blurring up.My whole damn body aches.Muscle cramps.No,I'm not having IT.I'M JUST FREAKING SICK.

Thanks to my buddies.Joy and Geraldine,I am currently catching up on the Fruit Basket books!!THANKS GIRLS!!!haha.I love them truck loads for lending me the books.Hehez.

2007-07-09T02:31:00.000-07:00

Haha.Made Kenric wait for like an hour.I was already there by 3.45pm.I rejected ALL his calls.(I think got 3)And yah.I just wanted to eat finish and do my homework in peace.So I threw my hp. in my bag.

Outside Kap was full of suspended caterpillars.Like they were on webs.EWWW.Kenric looks like shit with his new hairstyle.HAHA.SORRY FAN,I CAN'T BE YOUR FAN NO MORE.Nah.I just like mocking Mok too.

Have to start on my homework.Hehz.See if I can manage to finish it by tomorrow.Can one lah.With Bryan's Famous Homework Helper.I LOVE YOU MR.LI(Homework helper)...I LOVE YOU MORE THAN MR.BRYAN LEE(Special friend)

Yeah mann.I love fruits baskets.It is LOVEEEEEE.I feel like dancing around and screaming hell.haha.Just plain high.

2007-07-08T01:13:00.000-07:00

Last evening was freaking embarassing.I wont say.I also went to Nanyang Technology University's boarding school to sleepover.It wasnt that fun.BUT ALL MAYYIN'S FAULT LAH.I told her let me sleep during service cauz' I won't be sleeping the whole night.But she didnt.

This morning.OMG.I WAS SO ANGRY.THE HEAD DIDNT SHOW UP.And so many adults that didnt belong just swam along with us.You know how bad that is?My team was complaining how much the adults hit them.I was the tuna and the two adults were the bread.SANDWICH.

Adrain didnt come.Lionel didnt come.But today's asshole team mate was LI SHU RONG.He bullied his elder sister.They both cried.WTH.WHY SO OLD AND SO EMO ONE.Shu rong went off early.WITHOUT PERMISSION.(That got me push ups)Li Fang,Shu rong's sister,was just sitting there for 1h15mins with her board on her legs.And when I went to talk to her she would kick me.OWWW.TALK ABOUT CHILDISH.The group was really quiet today.Probably because they KNOW that when I am in this mood nobody can mess around with me.Bernard tried messing with me and I sent him off for a 6-pull one breath freestlye carnival.

Coach scolded me for HOW LONG for not taking care of my group.Then,just as he was about to give me my punishment...MR. HEAD CAPTAIN NICHOLAS SHOWED UP.Guess what he did the moment he did?Put an arm around me and yell at the coach.Haha.I was still angry at him.He was in jeans and a green ripcurl top.And you know what I did?I tubbed his toe and pushed him into the swimming pool that was just a few CM away.Kind of lucky Tessa and Ian didnt see me do it.They will tell my parents one.GRR.

Nicholas is known for his butterfly because his biceps and triceps do show off pretty well.As for me...Freestyler.WHAT.I DO GOOD FREESTLYE WITH FLIPPERS.And you know what?NICHOLAS WAS LIKE A GOOD DAD.HE FOUND SHU RONG AND MADE HIM APOLOGISE TO LI FANG.AND HE ALSO COMFORTED LI FANG SUPER WELL.I'M SO DAMN JEALOUS I COULDNT DO IT.HE MADE THEM DO IT SO POLITELY AND SINCERELY.WTH.

But I feel kinda bad for Nicholas.I wet his BRAND NEW AIR NIKE SNICKERS.awwww...Nvm,Nic,I'll get you a new one after you kow-tow to me.

Theo has gone off to Keppel with the twins.Nopes,I'm not jealous.Do you know why?I dont hang out with bimbos.HAHA.AND THEIR HIMBO FRIENDS.

Carn believe I actually ordered and bought Kenric Fan a nice FOSSIL WALLET.

2007-07-06T07:43:00.000-07:00

The day has quickly gone by
We may not have spent it the right way.
Grrr~How time flies!
I wonder why.

WAH YEAH MANN.HAD LOADS OF FUN WITH MY COUSINS IN THE MOVIE!!!IT ROCKED MY WORLD.I THINK I WANNA MARRY BUMBLEBEE.<333

Yeah,Tania luh..SHE CRIED IN THE MOVIE.I wondered how she reacted after watching the Titanic.HEHEZ.My fave movie.Trina is expressionless.Ian,fidgety.Tessa,Addicted.Arwin,kept going to the toilet.Theodore,too far to see.

I WANNA WATCH AGAIN.ANY OF YOU WATCHING,MUST INVITE ME.IT IS A FREAKING HOT SHOW AND I WANNA WATCH IT 10 MORE TIMES.BUT ONE CONDITION...YOU PAY FOR MY TICKETS.xD(!!!)BLEAII.

Tomorrow is say what...LIVE EARTH.I WANNA GO GREEN.Green everything.
Things to find for tomorrow that I dont have---
1)Green Underwear
2)Green bra
3)Green skirt or pants
4)Green shoes
5)Green t-shirt
6)Green cap
7)Green ear rings
8)Green socks
9)Green hair dye
10)Green make up
11)Green bag
12)A TREE
13)(Bryan's idea) GREEN BOYFRIEND.

But you know what?Bryan owes me BIG TIME.BIG TIME BABY.He promised to go to Yes3 with me.Then 5 mins ago called to say he has a lunch date with his Dad's friends and a dinner party and Shangrila.GRRR.SMACK YOU BRYAN.(But he did promise me to paint himself green and wear everything green on Sunday!!!Actually,he just said he would buy me a green teddy =)!!!But I don't want a Green teddy!!)

Did I mention Transformers???(I know I mentioned it)TRANSFORMERS.I'M IN LOVE!!!BUMBLEBEE IS FREAKING HOTTTTTTTTT!!!!ARGHHH.I CANT GET IT OFF MY DELICATE FRAGILE MIND.I WANNA WATCH.I WANNA WATCH.PLEASE.PLEASE.ARGHHH...

Hehez.I love everybody today!I am High.(No,I didnt take drugs this time,Marla Chee)My dad called and asked me if I needed anything from Popular.HAHA.I NEEDED NOTHING.BUT I ANYHOW SAY.SAY UNTIL I NEEDED HALF THE PENCIL CASE I ALREADY HAD.HE REALLY BOUGHT LEH!!!ONE WHOLE BOX OF REFILL FOR THE BLANKO.4 G2 PENS!!!AND A BOX OF 2B LEAD BOXES!OH MANN.

Shucks.I dont even know what i'm doing tomorrow.GRRR.CELL?

2007-07-05T05:23:00.000-07:00

Life and Fate is'nt the same
One is more important than the other.
Fate is just playing it's own game
But life is different from the other.

Face it.Everybody!!!I'm watching movie tommorrow.I found a new cell le.But let's see first.After all,they are all sec 1s.I'm really young.xDYes 3 is this Sat.Shall I go?Depends on Fan.Trina and Tania.

Life is unfair.That's all I can say...But I guess,it's just fate playing it's game.MRS LEEZAWATI IS SO...SO...OMG.She thinks she is in charge.OMG.I wanna smack the hell out of her.NOT ONLY ME.THE REST OF THE CLASS.Which teacher would say,"During my lesson,no laughing or smiling."WTH.I was both smiling and laughing then.I WANTED TO STAND UP AND PROTEST.But yeah..I shut up and frowned.The class was really angry.she isnt even our teacher.some teacher using our class to learn how to teach MG students!!!

Wanted to walk back from Bishan.But called Bryan.He called a cab for me.But by the time the cab came...i had already left.AWWW...

Tomorrow is gonna be exhausting.But,God Bless FAN with his ORAL.

2007-07-04T05:30:00.000-07:00

Your gold heart has made me pure
Without you,there would be no cure.

Bryan and I were off to a "Poetic start."He gave me a sentence to rhyme with.He came up with"Your gold heart has made me pure."He usually does that to make me think of something..so i came up with another sentence,"Without you,there would be no cure."HAHAZ.I rock.xD

Went jogging with Tania and Trina today.So,FINE.Tania was the pig she always was.Instead of joining us,she went to sleep.RIGHT,FAT PIG.Trina and I went jogging.Never forget our fit employee,AUNT GEMA.But I had the stitches.GRRR.I never did have stitches since i started jogging.But I KNOW it's the water i drink either before or after my exercise.GROWLS.=)

Havent been blogging lately.TOO BUSY.Why?PSLE.I think i'm gonna fail.But looking at EB,he got 240 right?And trina and tania also got 240 right?I CAN BEAT ONE LUH.My target is simply"Make a new PSLE record."Thats...beating shimin.

Haiz.Saw a picture of Brandon Wong.GOSH.The guy with the cute little baby face(No offence.But it's a good thing.Cauz',i like guys with baby/girl faces)Brandon Wong has changed.I think i'll call him Wong from now,just like i call kenric fan,fan and lee yongen,lee.HAHA.So,WONG looks so much better.As in...much more friendlier,gangstery,manly.ETC.But..yeah.still got the baby face in him if you look hard enough.

I was with three and now i'm with one.AND,NO TRINA,I WILL NOT ADD WONG TO MY MSN CONTACT LIST.I've got Fan already...spreading his ego joy around.HAHA.I'M SWITCHING CELL!!!(I think.A friend offered her cell.Her cell leader said yes.But...I DONT KNOW LUH.)=(

LIVE EARTH.WEAR GREEN.REUSE.REDUCE.RECYCLE.KILL THE MOZZIES.DONT EAT BIRD.
haiz.SIngapore ah...need to be more qing song.I LOVE EVEYRBODY.(not,Bryan says i'm always high after jogging.)

2007-07-01T09:01:00.000-07:00

When you are around
I take you forgranted
I love that sweet sound
It makes me forget i'm grounded

When you are gone
Everything dissapears
I feel so alone
Then,it's all so clear

You're my life
And you'll sacrifice
Just to keep me alive
You'll bring out the justice

It seems clear now,I can finally say,I NEED YOU.

Swim Traning was shit.I promise you,SHIT.Nic. and I took the seniors,our seniors in life but in experience juniors.They were freaking bad.They kept playing.Adrain and Leonard luh,keep diving to reach the bottom of the pool during their laps.When they shoot up,crash into my members.GRRR.Then also crash to me once.I didnt do anything but Nicholas did,he made them do 10 laps extra.

Then,I also dunno what happened.First lap freestyle warm up,my foot had a cram.I just kept going.But it hurt like what luh.Couldnt straighten my leg at all.so i was flipping up and down like and idiot.Nicholas KNEW what happened...so...he swam beside me the whole time.

Haiz.Then distance,4pull one breath.My cram was gone but swimming with empty stomachs arent good.But I still pushed myself real hard on making it properly to set an example for my team.I came in distance,14laps,freestyle,first,12mins.something like that.Quite happy.xD

Then second distance set,breaststroke.I couldnt da han.So...Nicholas made me hold his ankle and relax while he swam.Haha.We came in last.Do you know why?Because the coaches said we cant do that so he had to stop and swam beside me instead.

I feel kinda bad.Leonard and Adrain got TOO far.They bullied me until like I was real sad luh.But I still turned away and started the group off for their last distance set.Coach saw what was going on and kind of..sent them doing penguin ups a hundred and owed him hundred laps.But I felt really really bad.So I just told the boys to do 10laps.I promised i'll cover for them.

After swimming,went skating towards cousins' house.I couldnt skate properly.My stomach muscle was numb and hurting badly.I was damn emo at their house.stupid Bryan,he is revising his sec 2 work.So?He cant talk to me.But he did lah.I took my emoing to Fabian's workshop.ANd back.Then slept over at my cousins's house again.Now,as I speak...Trina and Tania ae lieing on the bed.OI.NO SPACE FOR ME.1.30am yeah?And,Bryan,no.I dont wanna runaway to ur house.

ARGGHHH..KENRIC MADE ME WEIRD.YONGEN MADE ME HAPPY.TANIA MADE ME BEAM.TRINA MADE ME THINK OF HOW EGO I'LL BE WHEN I'M ALL GROWN UP.

HAPPY YOUTH DAY MY BUDDIES OUT THERE.LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS.GO BRYAN!!!

2007-06-30T07:33:00.000-07:00

When you started to scold
My heart started to break
Something started to unfold
You guys were never freaks

You say it's time to part
And God seems to be on my side
I feel like a rolling cart
When can I stride?

Had an awfully great time at church today.WHY CANT THE MOVIE BE ON SATURDAY.NOT FRIDAY.GRRR.LIFE SUCKS LIKE HELL.DAN,COULD YOU PLEASE STOP LOOKING ON THE BRIGHT SIDE?I dont know.Not very sure.I invited truck loads of people to Yes3.But me myself might not even be going.Why?MOVIE.haha.

I feel like freaking shit now luh.I guess Cousins do have bonds.Tania said a few days ago she wanted to commit suicide.And now i'm thinking about that.HEHZ.Atleast she's got a complete phsycho friend to tell her,"If you wanna die famous,kill yourself with an MRT train."haha.How cute,Mr.Mok ChinhaO.I've been thinking,if i wanna end my life...I wann end it at my favourite place.

I told Dan about the cell issues.The first sentence he said was,'It's happening again."The last time he took me as a cell member,her said he had to take care of my phase and make sure it is maintained until the phase is over.All the vulgarities and disrespect he said.haha.And it was his suggestion to quit ALL my other cells and focus on this one.SHIT HIM.BAD DAN.I HATE YOU DAN.grrr.Now I am soon left with no cell.And I can finish my mission to be a loner-goth.xD

Tomorrow,It is my duty to make sure the family wakes up on time to go for club day.MUST.My mom is going out station.I have to do it.

Dear Friends
I will always be here to care
I dont care,even if i have to lend
Obviously,I pledge to share

I dont want to suffer together
I will be there when you suffer
But please dont see when I'm down
I feel guilty when you frown

"After all,One suffering is better than two.Watching a friend suffer is worst than dying.I dont want you to suffer.So dont,Dont.Dont see me."Bryan,He never lets me see him sad.Bryan is trying his best to find out what's upsetting me.But,SORRY BRYAN.I CAN'T SAY.The way you handle stuff...you might injure those I love.

2007-06-27T19:25:00.001-07:00

Minister of Education is coming later on to school.Stupid Bryan Lee Kang Yang is at my school library behind me.WHY?!He wont tell me.But his mom is over,so i guess he doesnt need to go to school.I've got to go in 5 mins.But I told Bryan I wanted to Pawn lessons.HAHA.I so got to go...but yeah.It's only 2 mins till' MRS FOONG gets to class.GOSH.

I forgot what Bryan and I argued about,but yeah,haha.Not typing it out.

2007-06-27T02:36:00.000-07:00

Second day of school,I wanted to be a loner.YEAH.Guess what happened?Got paired up with Li Mei Ying.SHIT RIGHT?!And she called me atleast 4 times when I was watching my shows.F*** that.Then I got Theo to help me.When she called the 4th time,he told her I was sleeping.PEACE AT LAST.But yeah,I'm getting really EMO and Vulgar.Bryan went stupid over it and sang the "Hukuna Matata" song or something like that.Just that ALMOST EVERY sentence was..."Dont worry,It's just a passing phase."And he was really cute at the parts he sang,"When you're with me...It means no worries,for the rest your days...It's a problem free...Happy day...when you're with Bryan Bryan!!!"Loser.haha.

Today,errr..I went to Debb's blog.OH MY GOSH.SHE LOOKS SO NICE.(I dont think she has changed)Just that long hair of hers.How ANG MOH.Dont worry debbie,I'll be joining you in Sec 3.Haha.Her blog is nice...It shows Debbie is in love.

I decided to do the project on my own.AND GUESS WHAT?I FINISHED IT IN 5 MINS.hehez.I need to learn ting xie leh.Crap.I finished some sketches...Most from last year.

Anyone wants to guess who is this?26/6/7

My trusty sketchbook...

Last year's manga practice with Duck.

A combine masterpiece with my EB.

A light sketch from last year of OMER.

Mr.Knox and Mr.Fox!!!

From the book "STUFF"

My MG masterpiece.

Trying to upload the KARAOKE THING.We cried during singing and i decided to stop the tape.xD
cannot leh.

2007-06-25T05:08:00.000-07:00

Lollz.At the twins' house now.Every few minutes,I'll turn back and yell at tania,"TANIA.QUIT BEING EMO."Kenric Fan,YOU AND I,need to talk.xD.Hehz.See first.cannz?First day of school.BLEAGHZ.I actually went up to Mrs.Fong first period.Guess what I said?

Me-Mrs Foong,hey dudette.
Mrs F.-Err?Yes,Amadea?(A-May-deer,well done Mrs foong!)
Me-Oh You know the school provides counselors right?
Mrs.F-Yes.That's right.We have 3 rooms dedicated to that.
Me-COOL.WHERE DO I SIGN UP??
Mrs.F.-*Speechless*

Haha.Freaked her out I bet.HAIZ.I WANNA GO SWIM NOW.NOW.NOW.Uncle Leo says no no.Now,my other boyfriends are trying to get back into the help me out pic.But even Bryan backs out because I dont want him to help too much.(Tania's bouncing on the bed,shouting...)

I love you mann.KEGAN SEAH!JIA YOU!JIA YOU!ALL THE WAY!I'M BEHIND YOU!GO KEGAN GO GO KEGAN GO.

2007-06-24T19:15:00.000-07:00

Bryan and I were drawing closer and closer.But my mom took my phone and gave it to EB since his phone died.*BEET*Let's have a funeral.xDMom changed computer password too.And the laptop has no wirelesss connection.DAMN BAD LUH.So I have to go with Joanne to the Sec.Library to enjoy aircon and some computer fun.First day of school of term 3.SPELLS DISASTER.hehe.

If you ask me,EB was pissed of yesterday.Nicholas called my home phone.GOSH.Lucky my parents werent in.Now,I wanna talk about Kegan.Kegan has some problems going on in his life.Some choices to make and some paths to take.No,I'm not afraid or worried at all.Because I trust he is the guy I always knew he was.A one that could make decisions right.

Kegan was my buddy before but we drifted apart.BUT STILL.I have one encouragement for the boy who never grew up,PeterPan."The lord will do his work as the amount you have put faith into it."So,Kegan,if ur out there reading,Just HAVE FAITH,TRUST AND SOME ERR...(no,not pixie dust)Believe.I think.I think.

Haiz.Alot of things are happening,just like my past posts have prooved.Dan,my ex-cell leader who is currently "BUSY" in some where lagoon(xD),called in to ask how I was and all.I told him what was going on.Haha.He totally unscrewed me.Now,he suggests i start doing quiet time.I will have to try.He also said,that when the other cell leaders and him took me in to their cell,my FIRST cell lesson told them I was going to spell trouble for them.Haha.So Dan also said,they let me be,but sat beside me EVERY cell lesson.awwwww....NOW I KNOW THE TRUTH,STUPID DAN.Then,slowly,he changed me from a rich spoilt brat into (still rich)a girl who loves smiles.I was emo then.

the insult Dan gave me"You were once a little !@#!$.You were emo and annoying.Vulgar and gangster personality.etc.etc.But,we,the cell leaders chose to help without you knowing.Change you from the scratch.So,we did it.And how was it that ur bonded cell leader changed from Rafaael to me?Easy.I gave you more attention and showed concern."

WAHLAO.I WANNA SMACK THE HELL OUT OF DAN.RAFAAEL WAS SUCH A GOOD BONDED CELL LEADER.BUT DAN RAISED ME LIKE HIS WHAT...DAUGHTER OR SOMETHING.GOSH.RAFAAEL.RAFAAEL...I MISS DAN AND YOU BOTH.xD.Forever will you be my darling cell leaders.They said they will be coming back next year.HURRAH.Then they will make a new cell.THEN WHY IN THE FIRST PLACE DO YOU BOTHER TO GO TO MIGRATE FOR A YEAR.I WANT ANSWERS.

Dear Kegan,I will always be praying for you.Just as long as you need a little boost.I will be there to brighten your day and put a smile on ur face.Just have faith and believe.Always know that we all love you and will be by your side forever.

2007-06-23T20:31:00.000-07:00

This morning was a blast kae.I did extremely well for a girl with no flippers.YEAH."After your laps,let us do freestyle.Distance,14laps ten sets."Haha.I had no flippers.Amazingly,one set we ALL made it in say...15mins at most.I did well too because i had a headache,a cold and a slight fever.Nicholas's group.was doing pretty well under him.Mine under me was shit.The girls stopped EVERY lap.Annoying and pissed.I'm heading off to help Zach and the others.

Nicholas luh.Made such a fuss about he and I,captain and vice capt,no being able to correct te younger ones.But I got to say.I rather coach then be in a group where I correct seniors ranging from sec one to jc1.GOSH.It'll be bad.I think Coach KK nad I will be good friends.We're both runners.xD

2007-06-23T07:51:00.001-07:00

I guess i've got loads of friends there trying to lift my spirits up,kae.THANKS GUYS.I LOVE YOU TOO.Kenric and I are having cute little arguments about when we should meet up to go jogging.4AM before school.6AM on suns and SATS.SHUT UP KENRIC.xD

I am listening to a whole load of songs to lift my spirits up.MOST FROM FRIENDS.THANKS TANIA,I LOVE UR SONGS.I think this week's sports is gonna be really hard on me.I'm gonna be putting my anger into force.I dont know.I dun wanna go to school anymore.I WANNA RUNAWAY.

Kenric's argument.

I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (10:52 PM):
o.O
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (10:52 PM):
tomorrow morning la
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (10:52 PM):
zzzzzz
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (10:52 PM):
grrrrr..
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (10:52 PM):
CANNOT.
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (10:52 PM):
xd
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (10:52 PM):
I say cannot means cannot.
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (10:52 PM):
UNDERSTAND.
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (10:54 PM):
Firstly.
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (10:54 PM):
YOU MUST BE A GENTLEMEN.
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (10:55 PM):
walao
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (10:55 PM):
why cannot
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (10:55 PM):
zzzzz
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (10:55 PM):
I say so.
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (10:55 PM):
Tania and Trina sleep until about 8plus
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (10:55 PM):
then got tuition.
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (10:56 PM):
ya la
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (10:56 PM):
then after tuition la
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (10:56 PM):
I'LL BE UP BY 7AM GETTING READY FOR SWIMMING.
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (10:56 PM):
KENRIC FAN.GIVE WAY LARH.GENTLEMEN.
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (10:56 PM):
why u all dont want?!
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (10:56 PM):
If you cant go.just say u cant.Another day.Maybe Sat.4pm-8pm i'm free the whole time.
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (10:57 PM):
BECAUSE WE'RE BUSY.We can meet up in the morning to go jogging kae>
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (10:57 PM):
why cannot go in the morning though?!
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (10:57 PM):
as in
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (10:57 PM):
at 11 or 12
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (10:57 PM):
4AM IN THE MORNING BEFORE SCHOOL.
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (10:57 PM):
after the tuition
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (10:57 PM):
KENRIC FAN
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (10:57 PM):
I SAY GIVE WAY MEANS GIVE WAY.
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (10:57 PM):
xD
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (10:58 PM):
walao
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (10:58 PM):
tell me why la
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (10:58 PM):
zzzz
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (10:59 PM):
We're busy.
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (10:59 PM):
and most likely its a no no.
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (10:59 PM):
during lunch time?
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (11:00 PM):
Lunch time is lunch right?
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (11:01 PM):
we run
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (11:01 PM):
before lunch

To record a Voice Clip, hold down button or press F2 while speaking. Release button to send message.

I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (11:01 PM):
have a late lunch
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (11:01 PM):
Hahaha.
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (11:01 PM):
So funny.
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (11:01 PM):
we make an appetite for lunch
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (11:01 PM):
after running
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (11:01 PM):
when u eat
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (11:01 PM):
Idiot luh.See first.
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (11:01 PM):
you'd feel damn good
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (11:01 PM):
lol
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (11:01 PM):
Promise me luh.
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (11:01 PM):
DONT RUN AHEAD.
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (11:01 PM):
yesyes
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (11:01 PM):
duh
I don't wanna be the rebound guy says (11:01 PM):
i'd keep it slow
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (11:03 PM):
YEAH RIGHT.
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (11:03 PM):
haha.
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (11:04 PM):
You'd act cool and go ahead.
*ammy=(* <333 Lord,forgive me and forgive them. says (11:04 PM):
JUST LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO.

In the end
Things will fix themselves.
I will still have friends.
But I can't for give my self.

Bryan.Leave for awhile kae?Ur baby is gonna need to handle stuff by herself.this time.

2007-06-23T06:33:00.000-07:00

Life isnt getting any better.I wanna cry already.I'm getting too emo.There are just so many !@#$!% stuff going on...I dont know what's happening anymore.I seem to break down every single day.Just squat at a corner and stone,then start crying and hitting my head on the wall.Sam seemed SO ANGRY.I hate it when he is mad.I dont even know what it is concerning.He wants to meet me next sat.BUT FREAK.WON'T I BE THINKING ABOUT IT FOR THE WHOLE WEEK AND BE DISTRACTED IN CLASS.God better have a good reason for this stuff happening to me.Or is he trying to say it's time to move to another country.Phillip's academy?

Life just sucks for me.Sam got pissed about something i dont know.(I know i'm repeating)Then Bryan found out and he wants to scold Sam although he is one year his junior.Haiz.SORRY BRYAN.I CANT GIVE YOU HIS NUMBER.Because,Bryan never holds back,he wants to punch.He will do it.He wants to do something.He will.I dont like it.

I'm really emo.Friends start asking me whats wrong.And they all think Sam is in the wrong.BUT I KEEP SAYING "NO.SAM DOESNT SUCK."I dont know why.Kenric says quit cell.But what would my mom say?FREAK LUH.I NEED COUNSELLING.I have too many choices to make.

I still want to help Kenric out.I wanna help people out.I DONT CARE WHAT'S GOING ON WITH ME.I JUST WANNA HELP ALL OF THEM OUT.I WANNA CONTINUE TO BREAKDOWN.I DONT WANT ANYONE TO KNOW ANYMORE.I WANNA HIDE AND NEVER COME OUT.THERE USED TO BE A SMILE ON MY FACE NATURALLY.BUT WHY AM I FINDING MYSELF FORCING ONE OUT.I CANT ANYMORE.I FROWN.

Cai lao shit is gone okay.I MISS HER SO BADLY AGAIN.It seems I wanna see her whenever i'm down.But I end up remembering she isnt there anymore.Some part of me wants to become a loner already.I dont understand anymore.I just want all of you to listen to BECAUSE OF YOU,KELLY CLARKSON.The lyrics there are mostyl what I wanna sae.

I just love my friends so much.I miss Kegan.THATS THE TRUTH.No,i dont love him.I just want him and I to be good friends.He is facing so many problems now...I wanna be there for him.But i dont think he wants me to.I'M WORRIED.I ADMIT.I just wanna know what's going on.SO I CAN HELP OUT.My friends are just like my family.

God is missing now.I need him.

2007-06-22T07:36:00.000-07:00

2007-06-22T05:07:00.000-07:00

Why is the world against me?
I try my best to love my enemies.
Why can't the world SEE?
It's caused me to be this emo stoner.

I had loads of fun at the sleep over last night.Not forgetting all the nice talks we all had.Tania was big on the bed.xD.She took 3/4 of the bed and kind of,well,made Trina and I share the remaining.Not to forget I helped Kenric surprise Tania.>.< But after this tiring day..2 hours of sleep and 4 hours of tuitioning.I JUST HAD TO HEAR MORE STUFF.I'm getting enough shit already.And CHURCH must add more to my load?I need a movable pulley kae.(I love science)I'm real EMO.I've even been stoning away in everything i do.I wanna quit cell and be a loner.

But,no matter what.I always seem happy when I'm with my cousins,Tania and Trina.They just help me mann!I love them so much.There are so many decisions in my life.They have theirs too.And it seems...we are ALL in the same boat.Just that there's one MORE in my list."CELL"I do love cell.But sometimes they can give me hell. :( But i noe,with my cousins.I CAN DO ANYTHING.

Well.Yes.I love the people who help me out.Yes,THE THREE.Those three can really help alot.Just that one is ALWAYS there.Here's a little convo we had yeah.

Bryan-Hey.I just called to find out something.
Me-What.You want to accuse me of something too?I did it.I did it.Just tell me what I was supposed to have done and I'll declare guilty and said i did it.
Bryan-Oh mann.Chill kae?What's wrong now.I never did anything.
Me-Sorry.Just lately...(EXPLAIN)
Bryan-Dont get too emo.If you need a counsellor,I'll be here.You noe i'll always be here right?Come on.Remember what you always said to me?
LONG PAUSE.
Bryan-Hello?
Me-NO.Sorry.I forgot.
Bryan-You said,Chin up.Keep smiling.The world is never over because I have you?
Me-Oh yeah!Now I seem to remember again.(I was stoning badly)
Bryan-So.It's my turn.I love you and I'll always be here.
Me-Bryan.Thats the best thing you've ever said to me.Err..Not really...But it's one of the BEST things youve said to me.
Bryan-Yeah.And if you mind.Keep smiling and think positive.If not I will not be able to go to sleep tonight.
Me-Yeah.Can
Bryan-Promise?
Me-Promise
Bryan-Pinky promise?
Me-Pinky promise.
(I think he sneaked a 'I love you' after that)xD
...AND SO..THE CONVO CONTINUES...

Bryan doesnt want to let me have any of his pics....

Those are the ones who get me through the week.(Okay.Maybe not really Shane Yeap)

2007-06-21T03:31:00.001-07:00

When I met you
That moment our eyes just met
I loved you too
And as the sun began to set.
Your heart connected to mine
That was OUR sign.
First three.

Like siblings
We grew up together
So close
So alike
The bond created itself
Spinning itself around our lives
To change our lives forever
Our blood emerged as one
Our bones connected as one
Our hearts beat as one
Second three.

You claimed you loved me before I knew you.
I believe you.
You helped me instead of going off with your friends.
I trusted you.
You gave SO much to the beggers.
I crushed on you.
WE shared that BIG MAC.
I fell for you.
You hugged me ever so tightly.
That was it,I LOVE YOU.
Third three.

All those hearts...will now be mine forever to keep.
I love you guys and will always be there.

2007-06-21T03:05:00.001-07:00

HEYYZ.haha.Tania,Trina and Tessa came over today.Seriously.They took 25mins to walk over and they claim it was only a mere 15mins.Haha.TANIA NEEDS SKATING HELP.xD.I had to hold her hands down her hill.Okay...I'm deaf.She was screaming loads.She wanted to give up so many times.But people like my three would know that I never give up.So I helped her down.
Those things I will always remember---
1)SORRY SORRY KENRIC FAN(Sorry dude,I missed two of ur calls.)
2)Tania has the potential to be a skater dudette.
3)The twins and I make very good chats.
4)Trina found out how her boyfriend became her boyfriend.(Tania and Bernard are the masterminds.)
5)Tania has to choose now.
6)BERNARD YANG HAS TO HELP ME NOW.
7)TRINA.I SUPPORT BOTH YOUR GUYS.(Why?Dunno.Brandon is nice.Jeremy is hot.)
8)Kenric Fan again luh.Believe Tania's silly joke.

When I'm with my cousins,they are just like my bestfriends and I can be myself.No fake smiles,No lies.Just plain fun.I LOVE ALL OF YOU.
...And for my three darlings out there...I LOVE YOU GUYS.But are u sure you guys want to be my three?!

2007-06-20T07:16:00.001-07:00

Alot of things have happened.I'm not going into the topis of Joel Tang anymore.It's too painful.I am Kinda down mann.TANIA CHEER UP.PLEASE CHEER UP TANIA.
Things I have got to do.
1)Choose between TWO guys I like to be named MINE.
2)Bring back a buddy who has enclosed himself away from the world.
3)Help Tania choose her love life and guide her ALL the way.
4)Help Eva and Jeremy.
5)PLAN the youth thingy this sat.
6)Make the cell blog.
7)BECOME A LONER.

The end,I still love you.

2007-06-18T21:40:00.000-07:00

Hehe.THEO AND THE REST OF HIS DUDES ARE BACK YEAH.Tania is a bit moody,CHEER UP GIRL.Since Jia Ling says she's gonna post Xueen's pic on her blog.I'll do the same.

Thats Xueen one of my cell leaders.She's not emo.She's bimbo.xD

To my dearest cousins yeah.Tania,Trina,Arwin,Tessa and our baby Zachary.

ZACH.

2007-06-18T06:48:00.000-07:00

I just decided to show you guys some pics.

Yeah!Joel Tang and Theo.I wonder if Mrs David would let me do that.

I aced the topic!!!MMHMM.Thats how MG teachers teach.Drama.

Amazing huh.A note.Just that I was obsessed with writing Joel Tang Sucks.

More to come..

2007-06-18T06:35:00.000-07:00

Hehehe.This week is MUGGING time.Science in the morning,piano and homework in the afternoon,evening till7'(3HOURS) maths.JIA YOU.YOYOYOY.FU KUAN WAS GREAT.Wait till' I see Marcus!!!HAHA.Nah.I'm just planning to get some rich kids to call in 20 times.HAHA.xDI'm not exactly stressed out right now.I JUST FEEL HIGH.My bro and his rugby buddies,including Mattias Chia(I like him now as a buddy because he learnt my name!!!),ARE COMING BACK TOMORROW.6am.I can make it to pick him up.But mom says no.I MISS YOU GUYS.I think i'm gonna miss cell again this week.And the week after.and the week after that week.

I dont see you around anymore.
I miss feeling secure.
I called you at four.
But you were being mean.
I'm gonna find a cure.

HEYYS.I DONT CARE ABOUT YOU AND UR FIRST CLASS TICKETS OR BRANDED STUFF,YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY CHOCOLATE MUDPIE.EXTRA FUDGE ON THE TOP.XD

2007-06-15T21:26:00.001-07:00

Last night's dream was FREAKING scary.Gosh.I dreamt of this guy(Name shall' not be revealed.TOO embarassing)The guy died in a car accident on the way to Seven eleven.And I was so regretful in the dream.Because the last thing he would probably have remmebered me as was"The girl who yelled at me through the phone and made my life a living hell."When I woke up,I was sweating all over and yeah..got tears too larh.xD My phone was confiscated,so had no idea how to call him to make sure he was alive.So,I just collapsed back on my bed and fell asleep.Then got another !@#^%$#@ nightmare about Trina and Tania.Not going to say.I SHALL' QUIT READING THE BOOKS I AM READING.Cell is gonna meet up and sign Bryan's and Jess's birthday presents.I MISS THEODORE AND HIS "CUTE" RUGBY BUDDIES TRUCK LOADS.(Shane Yeap questioned me about that.Sorry dude.I was busy.couldnt reply you or send you the pics. you wanted.)

2007-06-15T03:02:00.001-07:00

How adorable!

2007-06-15T02:18:00.000-07:00

OH YEAH!Trina and Tania are finally back.I MISS THEODORE!!!!(...and all the other guys on the rugby team.)Some personality test okayy!!!I'm so embarassed of myself for writing down the answers.

check out these 2 handsome dudes.

Jess and I paired up cell couples.Anyone up to hear the out come?

2007-06-14T04:56:00.000-07:00

Today met up with dudes and dudettes to go mugging at Queenstown Library.Then,went for to a friend's house.They had a few ppl around.A house party turned into a Poolside PARTAY.YEAH!!!.8 guys 2 girls.The guys swam in their boxers or underwears only.The girls...OH WELL.Bras and panties only.How hot we were.Someone even went up to me and said,"I love your hot legs." I looked at my legs and burst out into laughter."Thunder thighs dude.You need a magnifying glass.""OH MY GOD.I love your teeth.Did it hurt when you fell from heaven?" "Old flirt joke.I dont fall for that.."STUPID RIGHT.this is the second day without theo...i think...I MISS HIM LOADS.TRUCK LOADS.SEA LOADS.AIR LOADS.THE WHOLE SINGAPORE LAND LOADS.YOU GET THE POINT.hehez.Going over to my cousin's house.TANIA TRINA COMING BACK TOMORROW.IAN IS BUGGING ME TO GO.I SHALL'...
Pretzel's blog---
I had a good time watching my buddies swim.I wanna do it again.I had a cookie because I watch them bake cookies.COOL?!I love them.

2007-06-13T03:30:00.000-07:00

One thing.I just can't stand.Is someone using the F word.Natalie Tan and Nicole have got to learn to be HUMBLE and MODEST.No using that word girls.Haha.The church ppl are away at camp!OH YEAH!No kegan.No Kegan.I was rude to him that is..hope he is not angry.First Day without Theo.I see Zac's car pulling in my driveway!!!AW MANN.I wanna see more of Thanit's wavy hair.And i wanna watch the rugby coach make them to the wiggle worms!!!Tonight having a late night call with my "elder brothers"haha.Josh,Matthew,Samuel and EVIL IVAN.hahaha.wahaha.They say They will be there since my bro is not in.ARE YOU SURE YOU CAN FUFILL MY NEEDS?!I'm very spoilt.

2007-06-12T06:10:00.000-07:00

OH MANN.I'M SO SAD.THEODORE LEFT.NO ELDER BROTHER FOR 7 DAYS.Heyyz.The guys there were all cute and big and tan.The fat american rugby coach even made them lie on their backs,lift their hands and legs up in the air and wiggle like mad.ALL SO CUTE.Check out Thanit!woot!New hair huh!!!And Shaun Khoo!Big tall and muscular.(Reminds me of a porcupine though)And.The best thing of the day is MATTIAS CHIA FINALLY LEARNT MY NAME.and the way he said it was so "natural".Like he saw me,waved and smiled,"Hey there.A-MAY-DEAR."haha.I MISS THEODORE AND MATTIAS,THARNIT AND SHAUN.AWWW...I hope they are okay?

2007-06-11T18:45:00.000-07:00

Last night,VERY VERY LATE at night,Shane Yeap and I were"consoling" and helping each other.Haha.Thats how my msn name is what it is now.But atleast I cleared up a VERY BIG misunderstanding for him.And he added a new word into my vocabulary.Thanks to Shane yeap,I'm fine with Stupid Gay Fag Jerks!!!Theo is leaving and I have lost one brother for 10days.Atleast I still got MANY out there!So,I expect all of you to be there

1)Theo is leaving today and I miss him already!!!XD
2)I need a new shoulder to cry on!
3)I'm missing youth service this week
4)WHO ON THIS !@*&%! EARTH WANTS TO GO TO THE YES 3,ZERO TO HERO THING?!

2007-06-11T07:29:00.000-07:00

OH MANN.I'm obviously heartbroken today.Big blows kae?I'm speechless.
1)Theo heading for rugby training in Perth
2)A guy I actually looked up to is a GAY FAG JERK
3)....!!!!
4)The twins' are out.I MISS YOU TWO!
5)House hunting here.(I hate all the houses my parents pick out.all bungalows.)

2007-06-10T06:50:00.000-07:00

Today was double exhaustion.In the morning,had swim training.Worst thing is that,imagine swimming 5o laps,combination of both freestyle pull and kicks and full stroke.I HAD TO DO IT ALL WITHOUT FLIPPERS.Dead exhausted but could keep up with training.XD.Then,Mattias Chia,(THE IDIOT!!!)He played pool with Tio.I watched them.Geez.I've got to teach that guy how to PRONOUNCE my name.A-MAY-DEAR-Does that help,Mattias?!?!haha.Then,went shopping at Queensway there.SAW SAMUEL LEE!Atleast,i managed to get Bryan LEE a basketball.OH YEA.Three hours on shopping.GEEZ.Then bro and I skated all the way to the twins' house.Very VERY VERY Exhausting.(Felt vomitting the whole day)...
IMPORTANT SHOUTOUTS!!!
1)Could Prince Kenric Fan please return Trina's skates and collect his piano books?
2)Good luck to Princesses Tania and Trina for their OBS.
3)I need branded school shoes
4)Samuel Lee needs to learn how to be the best cell leader.
5)I forgot
6)Wait..I know its somewhere...

2007-06-09T06:59:00.000-07:00

Same thing for church today.Xueen was a clown in cell(as usual).Kegan and I just can't seem to be friends anymore.Madelia was LITERALLY stoning.Mayyin slacked so she didn't come.Trudy and Bryan were asking stupid questions.Tio dumped me and headed to eat dinner.I had a whole hour to myself(Don't bother clapping.I'm always miserable during that time)Especially,since Jia ling and Eva had to go off early.GEEZ.I thought why don't I walk up and down again and again at the pavement passing the library.On my FIRST lap,I saw Sam. coming out.I just smiled.The he asked me some questions and we went our seperate ways.After a while,I told him why I was walking round by myself because he had asked.I think...ANd he messaged back"Wanna hang out with me?"And I told him if it was books we were hanging out with.I won't be going.But in the end,he called just when he was at most 10 steps infront of me.WASTED A DOLLAR ON MY PREPAID FOR THAT.So,we headed for a drink.I was teaching a pastor how to say my name.llollz.Then we sat down and yea..just consoled wach other.Wait,it was HIM consoling ME.Haha.I noticed that the pastors and the church band guitarist drank funnily.I guess,that Sam I met the first day on the church camp,is still inside Sam.

ONE BIG QUESTION FOR KEGAN!!!!KEGAN.CAN WE STILL BE FRIENDS?!PLEASE?!

2007-06-08T22:28:00.000-07:00

My cousins finally moved into my neighbourhood area!HI-FIVE ARWIN!haha.But,that means i'm gonna have to put up with the bimbos Tania and Trina.Plus,Tania is SO EMO.haha.XD.I bet they will bring their boyfriends over ALL THE TIME.Joking.haha.Love you guys truck loads.Hey,Tio seems to love this song loads.He plays this song in his room,in the car,on the bus,IN THE TOILET,etc.
Let everybody have a taste of it!!!

Lyrics Good Charlotte The River Lyrics

2007-06-07T05:55:00.000-07:00

Oh mann.Guys and girls,it seems i am always begging you guys to keep your smiles forever.But now,although I always try to,I'm frowning.My mom and I cannot get along.NAH-UH.Yesterday,during my family tennis match,she kept teasing me about how I don't run and don't play well and me being a sore loser.I was pretty angry,cauz' I had TWO feet with weak ankles.Then,she teased about how BAD I played and how my little brother was better.HELLO.MY RIGHT ARM WAS STRAINED LIKE HELL AND MY WRIST WAS TWISTED.My parents don't know me as well as just friends do.They STILL think my favourite color is Pink.HELLO.BACKDATED.Geez.This year,so far,apart from Cai Lao shi,the ONLY person who makes me cry is my mom.Last year too.I just can't get along.It feels like i'm lagging in what is supposed to be a family.And when I lag behind,NOONE stops to wait for me.Its the nightmares I used to get since young.I just hate this and hate that.I keep trying to be optimistic about the stuff they do...BUT I CAN'T.My late grandma also told me something that made me go AGAINST my mother.Or was it just a dream?I don't know anymore.But I'll always have firends by my side... ... Thanks to ALL of you out there who is ALWAYS supporting me.

2007-06-04T08:33:00.000-07:00

Life is simply way TOO fast.I didn't noe it was June already until someone told me.Gosh.Aniwae,Sent gugu,Audrey and Troy to the airport.Tania got emo right there.Haha.We had McDonalds..yummy shaker fries.XD.Trina and Tania looked real bimbo in their dressing.Haha.I just keep thinking of this guy...I dunno why...>.<

2007-06-03T08:50:00.000-07:00

Oh mann.Family Reunion Dinner just now.I only drank a bowl of soup and ate a chicken wing.GEEZ.I just hate food,when I see food I just have this stomach ache.No,I still can eat candy and chocolates.Anyway,Zhixuan is so FREAKING TALL.Shiyan And Shimin just total mature.Tania and Trina...err..AS BIMBO AS EVER.Tessa is just the normal tomboy.Arwin and I are getting along REALLY WELL.We even held hands when we were skating,well,he almost crashed into cars.Troy was just that silly cry baby.He annoyed us alot.Audrey I seriously am not adapting well to.X)Truth.Truth.I spent an hour reading every single mail in my mail box sent by Kegan,Xueen and Samuel.It appeared that Kegan was always there for me.Xueen was just helping out and waking me up.Samuel and I didn't get along very well...But still,I have a feeling that this is yet only the beginning of our cell life.>.< Whats going to happen next?

2007-06-02T19:11:00.000-07:00

Kegan started talking to me again last night.I dunno.I need to buy some top-up cards.HAHA.I SLACKED.Suppose to go help Nicholas,swimming team captain,at the Warren Carnival...BUT I SLEPT THROUGH.He smsed me...SORRY NIC!
Convo through sms with Nic.

N-Vice head team captain,where are you?
A-I'm at home and in bed.X)
N-WTH?!Get your ass here now.I can't find help to help me with these food.
A-Even if I go,I'll be playing tennis and eating the food you cook before people buy them.
N-You want me to get over there and change you,brush your teeth,drive you to Warren?
A-Yea.But you don;t know where I live.
N-No.You live with me.
A-I'm not replying anymore.Go find your own help.

Hehez.

2007-06-02T08:12:00.000-07:00

I did NOT have both my lunch and dinner yesterday night.But my parents still would'nt let me eat ANYTHING.So,I was rather pissed and argued with them throughout the evening to night.Cell today was okay,Zhongen was really talkative.But he is nice.OH MANN.The whole day the cell members were trying to get me and Bryan together.During the time of service when EVERYONE in the audi. linked hands,my friend pushed me to stand beside Bryan.We were both speechless and I bet he was blushing just as hard as I was.X)And then during the cell chatting using the cell book period,they kept writing STUFF about Bryan and I.And he read it.I'M SORRY BRYAN.I told Kegan the truth using email.I have high hopes...I still miss lao shi.Tomorrow will be a better day.Have I mentioned?Matt thought of the cell name"Celloraonic"CUTE RIGHT?see?Even a Serc 3 year old has a brain.

2007-05-31T23:25:00.000-07:00

Karaoke in school was really funn..just that a few of us were in tears at the end.Stacey sang Lao Shi's favourite song,LAO SHU AI DA MI,but in the middle...Stacey's eyes were welled up with tears and she could'nt go on.Meiling took over..It was really touching that I could'nt record the thing.Instead,I dropped my cam. and just smiled.My eyes were really wet too.X)I'm going to babysit now.After that,I shall' go visit my Lao Shi...
Here is Lao Shi's fave song.I LOVE YOU TOO LAO SHI!>.<

Although you are gone
I promise you'll never fade
Although I know I can never phone
I will remember all you have said
As long as I feel you in my heart
I feel you by my side
We will never be apart
Mg girls never lied...
Love,ammyX)

2007-05-31T00:59:00.000-07:00

MMHMM!It rained today when I was in NTU.And..I felt something I never felt before.X)Plus..The rain was light yet heavy.It is so cool.I know I sound so happy now..but I still want to cry.I dun think I want to bother about anymore cell sleepovers.ANYMORE PEOPLE PLANNING TO GO WITH ME FOR THE WAKE?Oh mann.I miss lao shi.LAO SHI WO AI NI.The person might not be here,but all those memories..I PROMISE I SHALL' KEEP IT IN MY HEART FOREVER.

2007-05-30T07:23:00.001-07:00

There was lightning and thunder throughout today,but the weird thing is...there was no rain.It was just like someone trying to hold back the rain.Or was it a sign from Cai Lao Shi?I still miss her.Someone has got to lend me their shoulder...